1 00:00:53,083 --> 00:00:55,208 Each generation eventually decides 2 00:00:55,291 --> 00:00:58,250 that all the generations that went before were fools 3 00:00:58,333 --> 00:01:00,500 that the world is just an awful place 4 00:01:00,583 --> 00:01:02,083 and that they can change it. 5 00:01:02,166 --> 00:01:03,834 They rebel and in their rebellion 6 00:01:03,917 --> 00:01:06,333 they find some new way to drive their parents insane. 7 00:01:06,417 --> 00:01:08,875 Rebecca Sobel reports on the newest bit of rebellion, 8 00:01:08,959 --> 00:01:11,583 it's called Slam dancing. 9 00:01:13,583 --> 00:01:17,458 The music these kids like is called Hardcore. 10 00:01:17,542 --> 00:01:19,041 The lyrics, when you can hear them 11 00:01:19,125 --> 00:01:22,834 shout about freedom, being yourself. 12 00:01:22,917 --> 00:01:24,834 And if you're looking for a melody, forget it. 13 00:01:24,917 --> 00:01:29,291 The music is loud, fast, period. 14 00:01:30,583 --> 00:01:31,125 From New York 15 00:01:31,208 --> 00:01:33,667 the "Agnostic Front." 16 00:01:33,750 --> 00:01:35,458 ♪ People say that I'm insane society's victim ♪ 17 00:01:35,542 --> 00:01:37,333 ♪ Just the same society's rules have made me cruel ♪ 18 00:01:37,417 --> 00:01:38,500 ♪ Just the opposite ain't no fool the way I act ♪ 19 00:01:38,583 --> 00:01:40,917 ♪ The way I dress make me strong or make me best ♪ 20 00:01:41,000 --> 00:01:42,667 ♪ Soon they'll find the reasons why ♪ 21 00:01:42,750 --> 00:01:43,834 ♪ I'm open minded and not blind ♪ 22 00:01:43,917 --> 00:01:46,834 ♪ But why am I goin' insane? ♪ 23 00:01:46,917 --> 00:01:50,667 ♪ Why am I the one to blame? ♪ 24 00:01:52,667 --> 00:01:55,458 ♪ Open your eyes don't tell me lies I'll be the one ♪ 25 00:01:55,542 --> 00:01:57,291 ♪ To live and rise I'll be sure and sure to find ♪ 26 00:01:57,375 --> 00:01:58,709 ♪ That society's rules won't change my mind ♪ 27 00:01:58,792 --> 00:02:01,875 ♪ But why am I goin' insane? ♪ 28 00:02:01,959 --> 00:02:05,667 ♪ Why am I the one to blame? ♪ 29 00:02:07,834 --> 00:02:11,542 ♪ Insane ♪ 30 00:02:11,625 --> 00:02:15,125 ♪ Why am I the one to fuckin' blame? ♪♪ 31 00:02:58,792 --> 00:03:01,667 These are the-the braces we used to wear. 32 00:03:01,750 --> 00:03:04,291 When you go on the dancefloor with these 33 00:03:04,375 --> 00:03:06,250 manianic real stud braces 34 00:03:06,333 --> 00:03:09,166 and just fuckin' circle jerk style, you know? 35 00:03:09,250 --> 00:03:10,917 These are cool, when I'm puttin' this on, 36 00:03:11,000 --> 00:03:13,083 wanna get in the pit now. 37 00:03:13,166 --> 00:03:15,917 I got a couple of people I'd like to backslab 38 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:18,583 like they do today. 39 00:03:18,667 --> 00:03:21,375 We used to make our own shirts, you know, like... 40 00:03:21,458 --> 00:03:23,041 we used to show up 41 00:03:23,125 --> 00:03:26,875 to the venues with just screens 42 00:03:26,959 --> 00:03:29,667 and as we go we'll sell screen shirts. 43 00:03:29,750 --> 00:03:30,875 We just had the screens and ink 44 00:03:30,959 --> 00:03:31,625 and just squeeze 'em out 45 00:03:31,709 --> 00:03:34,875 and sell 'em fresh, you know? 46 00:03:34,959 --> 00:03:36,458 It's pretty crazy. 47 00:03:37,709 --> 00:03:39,792 This is cool shit, man, you know? 48 00:03:39,875 --> 00:03:41,792 And I'm lookin' at this and just remembering 49 00:03:41,875 --> 00:03:43,458 how, how really cool the scene was. 50 00:03:43,542 --> 00:03:47,500 How creative, how together, how genuine it was. 51 00:03:47,583 --> 00:03:50,917 This is when New York was magical. 52 00:03:52,542 --> 00:03:55,625 I don't know what this is. Oh, shooting targets. 53 00:03:55,709 --> 00:03:58,291 It goes hand in hand with hardcore. 54 00:03:58,375 --> 00:04:00,375 There you go. 55 00:04:00,458 --> 00:04:02,291 You know, sometimes when I look through all this, 56 00:04:02,375 --> 00:04:03,625 it brings back so many memories, 57 00:04:03,709 --> 00:04:05,208 and kinda wish I did 58 00:04:05,291 --> 00:04:06,959 more lookin' through all this. 59 00:04:07,041 --> 00:04:09,917 It's like, I don't really know what's in, all in this trunk. 60 00:04:10,000 --> 00:04:12,500 It's kinda sad to know that 61 00:04:12,583 --> 00:04:14,542 all, everything in here is... 62 00:04:14,625 --> 00:04:18,542 I put so much passion and time into collecting, 63 00:04:18,625 --> 00:04:22,417 and, I don't know why, sometimes I just block it out. 64 00:04:22,500 --> 00:04:23,792 Just... It's like everything else I've done 65 00:04:23,875 --> 00:04:25,917 in my life as a child. 66 00:04:26,000 --> 00:04:28,709 I block things out and I don't know why. 67 00:04:28,792 --> 00:04:30,500 But the good thing about it is when I do open it 68 00:04:30,583 --> 00:04:34,375 and look through it, I'm interested to go back. 69 00:04:52,083 --> 00:04:53,583 Watch out. 70 00:04:56,959 --> 00:04:58,083 Ah. 71 00:05:09,709 --> 00:05:11,709 Wow! They put fences on this roof. 72 00:05:11,792 --> 00:05:14,583 I haven't been up here in a while. 73 00:05:14,667 --> 00:05:17,083 Used to be see... able to see all the way to Chinatown 74 00:05:17,166 --> 00:05:18,500 and now there's fuckin' trees in the way. 75 00:05:20,834 --> 00:05:21,875 They all live here now. 76 00:05:21,959 --> 00:05:23,834 Patrick Stewart lives here. 77 00:05:23,917 --> 00:05:26,542 Moby... lives over there. 78 00:05:26,625 --> 00:05:28,834 David Bowie lives over there. 79 00:05:28,917 --> 00:05:32,250 But I live right here all my life. 80 00:05:32,333 --> 00:05:34,500 They wanna live near me, I guess. 81 00:05:34,583 --> 00:05:37,583 Huh. Hey, it's not a bad place to live. Good people, you know? 82 00:05:44,000 --> 00:05:46,417 Ah. 83 00:05:46,500 --> 00:05:48,542 My grandfather's pigeon coop was right over here. 84 00:05:48,625 --> 00:05:51,000 When I was a kid, I used to climb down here, 85 00:05:51,083 --> 00:05:53,834 go d.. go take care of his pigeons. 86 00:05:53,917 --> 00:05:55,083 You know, he used to let 'em out. 87 00:05:55,166 --> 00:05:57,667 They had racing pigeons, homers, grizzles. 88 00:05:57,750 --> 00:05:59,709 Me, personally, I liked fancy tails, 89 00:05:59,792 --> 00:06:02,667 you know, like satinettes and caps. 90 00:06:02,750 --> 00:06:05,333 You know, fancy-tail birds, they're not good fliers, 91 00:06:05,417 --> 00:06:07,417 but they're really like show birds. 92 00:06:07,500 --> 00:06:10,000 But, it's a dying thing now too. 93 00:06:10,083 --> 00:06:12,792 You're not even allowed to have a pigeon coop on the roof. 94 00:06:12,875 --> 00:06:15,083 Thanks to fuckin' Giuliani. 95 00:06:15,166 --> 00:06:18,750 That fuckin' hard-on ruined my fuckin' city! 96 00:06:18,834 --> 00:06:20,667 He's a boondoggle motherfucker. 97 00:06:21,875 --> 00:06:23,166 I don't know anymore. 98 00:06:23,250 --> 00:06:27,083 Ah! I get fed up sometimes. 99 00:06:27,583 --> 00:06:29,291 Watch yourself. 100 00:06:37,500 --> 00:06:39,625 My name is Vincent Capuccio. 101 00:06:39,709 --> 00:06:42,709 I was born on December 3rd, 1955. 102 00:06:44,959 --> 00:06:47,250 New York City. 103 00:06:48,041 --> 00:06:49,583 I'm 60 years old. 104 00:06:53,750 --> 00:06:56,250 If I didn't play music, 105 00:06:56,333 --> 00:06:57,250 I think I woulda winded up workin' 106 00:06:57,333 --> 00:06:59,625 for 20 years or whatever it is. 107 00:06:59,709 --> 00:07:02,500 I collected my check and I would've been dead 108 00:07:02,583 --> 00:07:04,125 twenty years ago, like... 109 00:07:04,208 --> 00:07:06,125 Like, ten years ago I would've been retired. 110 00:07:08,250 --> 00:07:10,333 I go out and I live. 111 00:07:15,041 --> 00:07:17,166 First of all, I like playing the guitar. 112 00:07:17,250 --> 00:07:19,041 I played the guitar my whole life. 113 00:07:19,125 --> 00:07:21,500 Like, really, technically. 114 00:07:21,583 --> 00:07:23,834 And I just enjoyed doin' it. 115 00:07:23,917 --> 00:07:27,959 I like gettin' together with a bunch of guys 116 00:07:28,041 --> 00:07:30,083 go to the studio, 117 00:07:30,166 --> 00:07:31,041 you know, ordering a few pizzas, 118 00:07:31,125 --> 00:07:33,208 a couple of six-packs, 119 00:07:33,291 --> 00:07:34,792 you know what I mean? 120 00:07:35,583 --> 00:07:39,041 I enjoy myself. I enjoy life. 121 00:07:39,125 --> 00:07:40,250 I'm havin' a good time, man. 122 00:07:40,333 --> 00:07:43,125 I always have a good time. 123 00:07:48,750 --> 00:07:52,667 And I-I-I live like, in the rest of the world. 124 00:07:53,959 --> 00:07:55,250 Like, don't misunderstand me. 125 00:07:55,333 --> 00:07:56,625 I believe in Santa Claus. 126 00:07:56,709 --> 00:07:59,709 You know... you know, you gotta believe. 127 00:07:59,792 --> 00:08:02,625 You gotta have that, you can't lose that... 128 00:08:02,709 --> 00:08:05,917 that kid in you. You know what I mean? 129 00:08:06,000 --> 00:08:07,208 'Cause when you lose that kid in you 130 00:08:07,291 --> 00:08:09,333 I think you get jaded. 131 00:08:13,458 --> 00:08:16,834 But I got a lot more music in me. 132 00:08:16,917 --> 00:08:18,375 I got a lot more life in me. 133 00:08:18,458 --> 00:08:21,917 When the day comes, it'll come. 134 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:23,208 God wants, it'll come. 135 00:08:23,291 --> 00:08:24,792 But until that day comes, 136 00:08:24,875 --> 00:08:26,750 fuck you, man, I'm going. 137 00:08:56,333 --> 00:08:57,834 Oh, yeah, that's good. 138 00:09:01,500 --> 00:09:03,750 So let's tape off the dash. 139 00:09:13,417 --> 00:09:16,000 You know "Agnostic Front" is a... 140 00:09:16,083 --> 00:09:17,375 it's, uh, it's my life. 141 00:09:17,458 --> 00:09:20,792 It really is. It's, uh... 142 00:09:20,875 --> 00:09:22,959 I don't know, let me see, let me try and figure out 143 00:09:23,041 --> 00:09:24,417 how to describe it. 144 00:09:24,500 --> 00:09:27,417 Um, it's been a big part of my life 145 00:09:27,500 --> 00:09:30,333 since I was a kid, you know? 146 00:09:30,417 --> 00:09:32,583 It fascinates me that people wanna talk about something 147 00:09:32,667 --> 00:09:36,458 that I've done or... or written or created. 148 00:09:36,542 --> 00:09:40,875 And it feels good sometimes that people care, you know? 149 00:09:40,959 --> 00:09:42,083 And that's the ty-type of person I am. 150 00:09:42,166 --> 00:09:45,291 That's why I put so much into the band because I care. 151 00:09:58,083 --> 00:10:01,041 And sometimes I think I care a little too much. 152 00:10:01,125 --> 00:10:02,959 Like, there's things that probably 153 00:10:03,041 --> 00:10:04,750 wouldn't bother a normal person 154 00:10:04,834 --> 00:10:06,625 and it bothered me. 155 00:10:06,709 --> 00:10:08,500 You know, it's because, uh... 156 00:10:08,583 --> 00:10:10,333 Maybe because I put too much into it. 157 00:10:10,417 --> 00:10:14,166 and I put so much of myself into it 158 00:10:14,250 --> 00:10:16,041 that it'll bother me if anybody thinks 159 00:10:16,125 --> 00:10:17,834 anything different of it. 160 00:10:46,709 --> 00:10:50,375 To-to anybody just observing it 161 00:10:50,458 --> 00:10:51,875 from the outside in 162 00:10:51,959 --> 00:10:53,834 would probably question what is the band, 163 00:10:53,917 --> 00:10:56,792 and a lot of people, the first thing they get 164 00:10:56,875 --> 00:10:59,333 is this some kind of a anti-religious type of a thing. 165 00:10:59,417 --> 00:11:01,625 You know? But it's not true. 166 00:11:01,709 --> 00:11:02,750 "Agnostic" meaning in doubt of the absolute truth 167 00:11:02,834 --> 00:11:05,083 till you see it with your own eyes. 168 00:11:05,166 --> 00:11:06,750 And that's what it truly means to me. 169 00:11:06,834 --> 00:11:09,750 It truly means questioning authority, 170 00:11:09,834 --> 00:11:11,709 questioning society, just questioning everything. 171 00:11:11,792 --> 00:11:14,250 Like, there's a lot of doubt out there 172 00:11:14,333 --> 00:11:15,417 and I'm not gonna just believe 173 00:11:15,500 --> 00:11:16,959 what they say I should believe. 174 00:11:17,041 --> 00:11:18,834 I wanna see it with my own eyes. 175 00:11:20,500 --> 00:11:22,041 I am very frustrated with the way 176 00:11:22,125 --> 00:11:24,417 things are happening in the world today 177 00:11:24,500 --> 00:11:26,875 as it was when I was a kid. 178 00:11:26,959 --> 00:11:29,834 I bring it upon myself just because I'm... 179 00:11:29,917 --> 00:11:32,834 I am that curious person and I do wanna know 180 00:11:32,917 --> 00:11:35,792 and I don't want somebody to tell me what I need to believe. 181 00:11:35,875 --> 00:11:38,917 So, in my own seekin' it for the truth, 182 00:11:39,000 --> 00:11:41,375 I bring frustration and aggravation and... 183 00:11:41,458 --> 00:11:43,709 But it fuels my... 184 00:11:43,792 --> 00:11:46,917 my fire and brings my lyrics out 185 00:11:47,000 --> 00:11:48,000 brings... Makes my magic happen. 186 00:11:48,083 --> 00:11:51,125 It kinda checks me back in point, you know? 187 00:11:53,458 --> 00:11:55,041 What I'm more... more grateful of anything 188 00:11:55,125 --> 00:11:58,542 that "Agnostic Front" has brought to me in my life is 189 00:11:58,625 --> 00:12:00,959 I've been living what everybody else waits 190 00:12:01,041 --> 00:12:05,083 and works so hard for till they hit that 65 years, 191 00:12:05,166 --> 00:12:06,083 to live their life, 192 00:12:06,166 --> 00:12:09,500 and sometimes it can be 20, 30 years, 193 00:12:09,583 --> 00:12:11,166 sometimes it's just two or three. 194 00:12:11,250 --> 00:12:13,333 Sometimes people really worked so hard till they're 65 195 00:12:13,417 --> 00:12:14,875 and that's all they know 196 00:12:14,959 --> 00:12:19,458 and they stop and they just drop dead, right? 197 00:12:19,542 --> 00:12:21,458 I've been living a great life. 198 00:12:21,542 --> 00:12:24,166 Enjoyable life, doin' what I really wanna do. 199 00:12:25,875 --> 00:12:26,917 I've been living my dream. 200 00:12:40,417 --> 00:12:42,875 Breeze by afternoon, can you believe it? 201 00:12:42,959 --> 00:12:43,875 Mostly overcast skies. 202 00:12:43,959 --> 00:12:45,834 There's a little relief coming tonight 203 00:12:45,917 --> 00:12:47,000 in the form of some cooler air 204 00:12:47,083 --> 00:12:48,834 it's gonna bring some goobers 205 00:12:48,917 --> 00:12:49,917 hope the thunder doesn't shake you out of bed. 206 00:12:50,000 --> 00:12:51,875 But, hey, at 65 degrees, 207 00:12:51,959 --> 00:12:55,083 that's perfect for getting a little bit of shut-eye... 208 00:12:55,166 --> 00:12:57,083 Vinnie lives a very simple life. 209 00:12:58,583 --> 00:13:01,875 And, you know, Vinnie. That's who Vinnie is. 210 00:13:01,959 --> 00:13:04,834 If it... Something rubs him the wrong way, he eliminates it. 211 00:13:04,917 --> 00:13:08,250 But he lives a very smooth, peaceful life. 212 00:13:08,333 --> 00:13:10,000 He really does. 213 00:13:10,083 --> 00:13:11,709 So it's summer in the city. 214 00:13:11,792 --> 00:13:13,166 If you have some outdoor fun plan 215 00:13:13,250 --> 00:13:14,625 Sunday is gonna be your best bet. 216 00:13:14,709 --> 00:13:16,375 This is Mid, your morning meteorologist. 217 00:13:16,458 --> 00:13:17,375 I'll keep my eyes to the skies 218 00:13:17,458 --> 00:13:19,000 and you keep your hands off the dial. 219 00:13:19,083 --> 00:13:20,875 Well, you know, Vinnie is born and raised 220 00:13:20,959 --> 00:13:24,000 right where he is today, you know? 221 00:13:24,083 --> 00:13:27,208 He was born downstairs in his mom's apartment. 222 00:13:27,291 --> 00:13:28,583 Right where Vinnie is, right in the same floor 223 00:13:28,667 --> 00:13:31,208 there was, there's five apartments. 224 00:13:31,291 --> 00:13:33,041 His aunt was there, you know? 225 00:13:33,125 --> 00:13:35,166 His cousin Baps, you know, was right there. 226 00:13:35,250 --> 00:13:36,291 And upstairs his other aunt. 227 00:13:36,375 --> 00:13:37,375 There's a whole family 228 00:13:37,458 --> 00:13:37,959 lived in this building. 229 00:13:38,041 --> 00:13:38,583 I mean, the doors 230 00:13:38,667 --> 00:13:40,458 were open at all time. 231 00:13:40,542 --> 00:13:42,166 Nothing was ever locked. 232 00:13:42,250 --> 00:13:44,375 And they would come in and out as they please. 233 00:13:44,458 --> 00:13:46,875 Like, if it was some giant duplex 234 00:13:46,959 --> 00:13:49,000 and, uh, wake people up, or whatever, it was family. 235 00:13:56,959 --> 00:13:58,792 My entire life, all 60 years, 236 00:13:58,875 --> 00:14:00,792 I lived in this buildin'. 237 00:14:00,875 --> 00:14:03,667 My whole family lived here. This is where I come from. 238 00:14:03,750 --> 00:14:07,250 This is, you know, w-where I belong. 239 00:14:07,333 --> 00:14:09,417 We used to play skelsy right over here. 240 00:14:09,500 --> 00:14:11,417 You know, skelsy? They write the thing with a chalk 241 00:14:11,500 --> 00:14:13,083 and you get the caulk. 242 00:14:13,166 --> 00:14:16,959 We used to fill the caulk with, uh, wax, you know? 243 00:14:17,041 --> 00:14:20,041 Melted wax, because we used to make wax hands and feet 244 00:14:20,125 --> 00:14:22,583 for St. Rocco, he's a saint of mine. 245 00:14:22,667 --> 00:14:26,709 And, uh, he's like the Saint of Illness, you know? 246 00:14:26,792 --> 00:14:28,166 Like, Saint Lucy is the Saint of the Eyes. 247 00:14:28,250 --> 00:14:31,458 I always love Saint Lucy 'cause she's a little lady 248 00:14:31,542 --> 00:14:33,208 like in a black veil, 249 00:14:33,291 --> 00:14:35,500 and she's got a dish with two eyeballs. 250 00:14:35,583 --> 00:14:37,125 Scared the shit out of me till today. 251 00:14:39,375 --> 00:14:40,583 See right here? 252 00:14:40,667 --> 00:14:42,250 I used to come out of my buildin' 253 00:14:42,333 --> 00:14:45,625 right across the street, that was "Murder, Incorporated." 254 00:14:48,083 --> 00:14:49,917 And that's where all the gangsters used to hang out. 255 00:14:50,000 --> 00:14:52,625 That's the mafia's mafia, you know? 256 00:14:52,709 --> 00:14:55,625 When they gotta kill a mafia guy, they call those guys. 257 00:14:55,709 --> 00:14:56,458 Because they're the baddest of the bad. 258 00:14:56,542 --> 00:14:58,959 Mergo! Pssh... 259 00:14:59,041 --> 00:15:00,125 How are you? 260 00:15:00,208 --> 00:15:01,583 -Hi, Carmine. How you doin'? -Alright. 261 00:15:01,667 --> 00:15:02,458 -I'll be here tomorrow night. -Okay. 262 00:15:02,542 --> 00:15:06,125 Yeah, alright. 263 00:15:06,208 --> 00:15:08,375 He's got a good heart. Vinnie's got a good heart. 264 00:15:08,458 --> 00:15:10,792 You know, he just likes genuine people. 265 00:15:10,875 --> 00:15:12,208 And that's why we got along real good. 266 00:15:12,291 --> 00:15:15,125 We don't... We don't, never put a lot of things in between us. 267 00:15:15,208 --> 00:15:18,250 Even though we're very different, we really are, 268 00:15:18,333 --> 00:15:19,250 but when we come together as "Agnostic Front" 269 00:15:19,333 --> 00:15:22,667 we're, we're, we're a team, you know? 270 00:15:50,041 --> 00:15:51,500 Wow! Look, look, a raven. 271 00:15:51,583 --> 00:15:53,000 It's a raven on top of that car. 272 00:15:53,083 --> 00:15:53,250 Whoa! 273 00:15:56,834 --> 00:15:58,166 -Stigma always liked ravens. -Yeah. 274 00:15:58,250 --> 00:16:00,542 Always, always liked ravens for some weird reason. 275 00:16:00,625 --> 00:16:02,959 Stranglers. 276 00:16:03,041 --> 00:16:05,667 That's why. He loves his stranglers. 277 00:16:06,959 --> 00:16:07,709 Always, "A raven! A raven! A raven!" 278 00:16:07,792 --> 00:16:10,542 I mean, what, it's a raven. 279 00:16:10,625 --> 00:16:12,542 I know, you show me an eagle, or an owl, 280 00:16:12,625 --> 00:16:14,667 you know, what the fuck, raven? 281 00:16:14,750 --> 00:16:17,041 He knows me better than anyone else 282 00:16:17,125 --> 00:16:18,542 who have ever known me. 283 00:16:18,625 --> 00:16:21,041 And he's... knows my family, you know what I mean? 284 00:16:21,125 --> 00:16:22,583 Like, my sister, he talks to my sister, 285 00:16:22,667 --> 00:16:24,709 talks to my brothers, talks to my mother, 286 00:16:24,792 --> 00:16:29,000 like he's, you know, he's one of us, you know? 287 00:16:33,667 --> 00:16:37,125 One, two, three, alright. 288 00:16:37,208 --> 00:16:40,417 I'm in the same band for 35 years now. 289 00:16:40,500 --> 00:16:41,750 You know, with Roger. 290 00:16:41,834 --> 00:16:43,458 You know, I used to be his older brother, 291 00:16:43,542 --> 00:16:46,041 but now he's like my older brother, you know? 292 00:16:46,125 --> 00:16:47,792 There's nothing that can ever come between us. 293 00:16:47,875 --> 00:16:51,709 No money, no religion, no, no ego. 294 00:16:51,792 --> 00:16:54,709 Y-y-you know... n-n-n-nothin'. 295 00:16:54,792 --> 00:16:57,500 Keep the... Keep it aligned with the dots. 296 00:16:57,583 --> 00:16:58,458 We'll be good then, because we're gonna do 297 00:16:58,542 --> 00:17:00,333 three more new songs, then we stop. 298 00:17:05,417 --> 00:17:07,667 Jay. 299 00:17:07,750 --> 00:17:10,291 Should we do that intro to uh, Old New York? 300 00:17:10,375 --> 00:17:12,875 You could do whatever you want. 301 00:17:12,959 --> 00:17:15,083 So let me hear Dead To Me. 302 00:17:15,166 --> 00:17:17,750 I mean, intro let me hear Dead To Me. 303 00:17:17,834 --> 00:17:21,625 You don't wanna do, uh, The American Dream Died? 304 00:17:21,709 --> 00:17:24,125 -Eh, it may not be worth... -Nah We got enough new songs... 305 00:17:31,166 --> 00:17:32,750 No, no, don't... If they know the new song, 306 00:17:32,834 --> 00:17:36,291 they'll hear that intro. 307 00:17:36,375 --> 00:17:37,583 Well, to be honest with you, 308 00:17:37,667 --> 00:17:38,709 it's been an addiction, you know? 309 00:17:38,792 --> 00:17:40,458 It's been, uh... 310 00:17:40,542 --> 00:17:42,166 It's been so... so much of my life it's... 311 00:17:42,250 --> 00:17:44,625 I'm so passionate about it, I love it so much. 312 00:17:44,709 --> 00:17:46,125 I mean, really. 313 00:17:46,208 --> 00:17:47,917 Just like still with My Life My Way, 314 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:49,417 I have to see which was the first line. 315 00:17:49,500 --> 00:17:50,625 That's all, the first line. 316 00:17:50,709 --> 00:17:52,625 There's been times where... 317 00:17:52,709 --> 00:17:53,625 where I've been frustrated. 318 00:17:53,709 --> 00:17:55,458 Sometimes you sit back and thinkin' like, 319 00:17:55,542 --> 00:17:57,125 "Why am I doin' this, like, you know?" 320 00:17:57,208 --> 00:17:57,792 "I've got my family, people I love, 321 00:17:57,875 --> 00:17:59,959 blah-blah-blah, you know?" 322 00:18:00,041 --> 00:18:01,333 I've got my job, I got everything. 323 00:18:01,417 --> 00:18:06,625 But, you know, Vinnie's always been pushin' me in a way. 324 00:18:06,709 --> 00:18:09,667 He was like, "Oh, I wanna... Can I just do it till I'm 50?" 325 00:18:09,750 --> 00:18:12,125 And now, he's got this thing, "Alright, till I'm 60." 326 00:18:12,208 --> 00:18:13,834 "Come 62," you know? 327 00:18:13,917 --> 00:18:15,500 And I almost feel guilty that if I stop, 328 00:18:15,583 --> 00:18:17,709 I'm kinda takin' somethin' away from him. 329 00:18:19,291 --> 00:18:22,333 The guy really loves hardcore. 330 00:18:22,417 --> 00:18:25,333 I mean, it's his life, it really is. 331 00:18:25,417 --> 00:18:28,250 He just loves it. He loves the shows. 332 00:18:28,333 --> 00:18:30,333 He loves bein' there. He loves bein' a part of it. 333 00:18:31,834 --> 00:18:33,500 The thing about Vinnie is 334 00:18:33,583 --> 00:18:35,709 there is no other 60-year-old man 335 00:18:35,792 --> 00:18:39,375 that I know that behaves or acts or does anything like him. 336 00:18:39,458 --> 00:18:41,375 You know, he lives life. 337 00:18:45,417 --> 00:18:48,834 I think the guy knows that it's a crank call. 338 00:18:48,917 --> 00:18:51,375 He's gotta know. 339 00:18:51,458 --> 00:18:53,375 I mean, it's so ridiculous. 340 00:18:56,125 --> 00:18:57,709 Look at the size of this fuckin' phone. 341 00:18:59,375 --> 00:19:00,750 Man, it'd be good for coke. Chop... 342 00:19:00,834 --> 00:19:01,834 Hello? 343 00:19:01,917 --> 00:19:04,625 -Hello? -Hello? 344 00:19:06,625 --> 00:19:09,667 I want... Listen. I wanna get a tattoo. 345 00:19:11,166 --> 00:19:12,208 Who is this? 346 00:19:12,291 --> 00:19:13,625 Never mind, who the fuck this is, 347 00:19:13,709 --> 00:19:15,750 I wanna get a tattoo. 348 00:19:17,917 --> 00:19:19,208 This is a tattoo studio, right? 349 00:19:19,291 --> 00:19:21,041 I wanna get your fuckin' tattoo on my fuckin' back. 350 00:19:21,125 --> 00:19:23,250 But I got pimples on my back. 351 00:19:23,333 --> 00:19:24,542 You've gotta squeeze the pimples 352 00:19:24,625 --> 00:19:28,166 before we fuckin' tattoo the fuckin' t-thing on. 353 00:19:31,083 --> 00:19:34,333 I want a picture of Rocky on my back. 354 00:19:38,500 --> 00:19:41,041 You gonna do it or what? 355 00:19:41,125 --> 00:19:42,875 -Who is this? -Never mind, who this is. 356 00:19:42,959 --> 00:19:45,792 I told you the first fuckin' time, ya cocksucker. 357 00:19:47,291 --> 00:19:48,333 -Stigma? -Yeah, he got it. 358 00:19:48,417 --> 00:19:51,458 He knows. I crank call him all the time. 359 00:19:51,542 --> 00:19:54,208 Yeah, it's me, Vinnie. How are you, Mark? 360 00:19:54,291 --> 00:19:56,417 We're talkin' shit about you. 361 00:19:56,500 --> 00:19:57,917 I try to take a little bit 362 00:19:58,000 --> 00:19:59,291 from both of those guys, you know? 363 00:19:59,375 --> 00:20:01,750 I gotta say, the both of those guys 364 00:20:01,834 --> 00:20:04,917 in the past 14 years that I've been in this band, 365 00:20:05,000 --> 00:20:06,709 they're, like, my best friends 366 00:20:06,792 --> 00:20:10,500 and they're, like, almost like father figures. 367 00:20:13,667 --> 00:20:16,333 They believe in what they do. 368 00:20:16,417 --> 00:20:19,458 You got a crazy maniac like Stigma 369 00:20:19,542 --> 00:20:21,542 and then you've got a super-serious guy like Roger 370 00:20:23,542 --> 00:20:25,917 who handles all the business, 371 00:20:26,000 --> 00:20:28,000 who handles all the important stuff, 372 00:20:28,083 --> 00:20:31,542 you know, the things that make the machine work. 373 00:20:31,625 --> 00:20:33,875 And then you got this nut Stigma... 374 00:20:34,875 --> 00:20:37,375 who is just so... 375 00:20:38,750 --> 00:20:40,583 Heh! 376 00:20:40,667 --> 00:20:41,875 -Wow! -Comin' to the show today? 377 00:20:43,917 --> 00:20:46,667 There's nobody else like him in the world. 378 00:20:46,750 --> 00:20:50,083 And even I remember going to see them as a kid, like... 379 00:20:50,166 --> 00:20:52,125 I couldn't wait to see them on stage. 380 00:20:52,208 --> 00:20:54,709 Well, he's got something about him 381 00:20:54,792 --> 00:20:57,500 that a lot of people just don't have. 382 00:20:57,583 --> 00:20:59,709 And people see that, you know? 383 00:20:59,792 --> 00:21:03,333 He's a real character, man. He is a character's character. 384 00:21:03,417 --> 00:21:07,000 Thank you very much, everybody! 385 00:21:07,083 --> 00:21:08,041 I'd like to thank MAD for being here 386 00:21:08,125 --> 00:21:09,667 and puttin' on this show. 387 00:21:09,750 --> 00:21:11,500 Thank you. 388 00:21:11,583 --> 00:21:14,875 And all the rest of the old school parley crew. 389 00:21:14,959 --> 00:21:17,333 We've been playin' this place a lotta years. 390 00:21:17,417 --> 00:21:20,458 And you know what? It only gets better. 391 00:21:20,542 --> 00:21:23,792 We also want to thank Corte Records. 392 00:21:23,875 --> 00:21:26,291 Give it up for Cortex Records! 393 00:21:31,750 --> 00:21:33,625 Are you ready to sing this one with me? 394 00:21:34,625 --> 00:21:38,542 It's called, Pauly, The Beer Drinkin' Dog. 395 00:21:40,875 --> 00:21:43,834 ♪ Well... ♪ 396 00:21:43,917 --> 00:21:48,625 ♪ He's not very handsome to look at ♪ 397 00:21:48,709 --> 00:21:53,458 ♪ And he eats just like a hog ♪ 398 00:21:53,542 --> 00:21:57,500 ♪ And he's always drinkin' my beer up ♪ 399 00:21:57,583 --> 00:22:00,250 ♪ Hey ♪ 400 00:22:00,333 --> 00:22:02,834 ♪ Pauly the beer drinkin' dog ♪ 401 00:22:02,917 --> 00:22:05,208 ♪ Hey ♪ 402 00:22:05,291 --> 00:22:10,834 ♪ Pauly the beer drinkin' dog ♪ 403 00:22:10,917 --> 00:22:12,542 This is all I know. This is what I do. 404 00:22:12,625 --> 00:22:15,500 I don't know... I-I don't know any other way. 405 00:22:15,583 --> 00:22:16,667 You know, like, some people are junkies all their lives 406 00:22:16,750 --> 00:22:19,542 or some people gamble all their lives, you know? 407 00:22:19,625 --> 00:22:23,542 I just like bein' in a hardcore band and, you know? 408 00:22:23,625 --> 00:22:24,959 And it doesn't matter to me that, like... 409 00:22:25,041 --> 00:22:26,333 you know, my band is successful 410 00:22:26,417 --> 00:22:31,041 to which, I love... Thank God, but I've put a lotta hard work 411 00:22:31,125 --> 00:22:33,917 but, you know, I do it anyway. 412 00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:37,750 ♪ Pauly the beer drinkin' ♪ 413 00:22:37,834 --> 00:22:41,417 ♪ Dog ♪♪ 414 00:22:41,500 --> 00:22:43,625 Thank you very much, everybody! 415 00:22:51,458 --> 00:22:52,625 Hands up in the air! 416 00:22:57,083 --> 00:22:59,542 Here's to Newark! Home of rock and roll. 417 00:23:03,041 --> 00:23:04,750 Hands up! Go! 418 00:23:04,834 --> 00:23:08,250 Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! 419 00:23:08,333 --> 00:23:13,375 Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! 420 00:23:15,083 --> 00:23:17,667 I can't stand still. 421 00:23:17,750 --> 00:23:19,625 Somethin' that bothers me. 422 00:23:21,333 --> 00:23:23,000 I don't know how to relax. 423 00:23:23,083 --> 00:23:25,625 I don't think I ever did ever since I was a kid. 424 00:23:25,709 --> 00:23:28,000 I've always been that way. I worry too much. 425 00:23:28,083 --> 00:23:30,291 And, I wish I... 426 00:23:30,375 --> 00:23:33,375 I-I wish I didn't. 427 00:23:33,458 --> 00:23:35,583 And, and a lotta little things bother me. 428 00:23:35,667 --> 00:23:37,542 And sometimes I don't show it. 429 00:23:37,625 --> 00:23:38,625 But it eats me up it bothers me, 430 00:23:38,709 --> 00:23:42,667 and I-I internalize everything pretty bad. 431 00:23:42,750 --> 00:23:44,834 I-I-I have a little bit of ADD 432 00:23:44,917 --> 00:23:47,625 and, and all that crazy shit 433 00:23:47,709 --> 00:23:50,250 and, uh, unless it's totally fascinating me, 434 00:23:50,333 --> 00:23:53,750 you got me, I can't do it. 435 00:23:53,834 --> 00:23:54,667 I got to do somethin' else. 436 00:23:57,083 --> 00:23:59,125 And that's been my whole life 437 00:23:59,208 --> 00:24:02,583 like, I need-I need to be totally fascinated by something 438 00:24:02,667 --> 00:24:05,083 and keep movin' forward with it. 439 00:24:05,166 --> 00:24:07,542 My life, bein' in Agnostic Front 440 00:24:07,625 --> 00:24:08,667 has been that fascination. 441 00:24:12,375 --> 00:24:14,875 I like the fact that I'm moving, 442 00:24:14,959 --> 00:24:17,667 I'm goin' different places, I'm meeting people. 443 00:24:17,750 --> 00:24:19,250 I'm, I'm taking stuff in. 444 00:24:19,333 --> 00:24:21,709 You know, like, I can't do Groundhog Day. 445 00:24:21,792 --> 00:24:23,583 I can't do the same thing over and over. 446 00:24:23,667 --> 00:24:27,000 I get extremely bored. I get extremely crazy. 447 00:24:27,083 --> 00:24:28,417 That's why everything I do, 448 00:24:28,500 --> 00:24:29,875 I'm completely passionate about. 449 00:24:29,959 --> 00:24:32,542 Completely dedicated to, you know? 450 00:24:32,625 --> 00:24:35,542 Like, everything I do, I'm in it 100%. 451 00:24:35,625 --> 00:24:38,041 If I don't feel like I'm in it 100%, I'm not doin' it. 452 00:24:38,125 --> 00:24:39,875 Because, I know who, the person... 453 00:24:39,959 --> 00:24:41,458 The kind of person I am. 454 00:24:41,542 --> 00:24:44,542 It's either I'm "Gung-ho" or I'm out. 455 00:24:50,542 --> 00:24:52,542 I do battle depression. 456 00:24:52,625 --> 00:24:54,625 I don't believe in, uh 457 00:24:54,709 --> 00:24:56,542 especially in pills or anything like that. 458 00:24:56,625 --> 00:24:59,375 I'll do everything I can to-to not go that route. 459 00:24:59,458 --> 00:25:01,834 And I've been through therapy 460 00:25:01,917 --> 00:25:03,583 and, uh, and one thing 461 00:25:03,667 --> 00:25:05,208 that's helped me a lot and greatly 462 00:25:05,291 --> 00:25:07,667 with my depression and anxiety is my wife. 463 00:25:07,750 --> 00:25:11,375 You know, my wife is really good at grounding me 464 00:25:11,458 --> 00:25:14,625 and she has been the only person 465 00:25:14,709 --> 00:25:18,667 that has really been able to help me with that. 466 00:25:46,333 --> 00:25:48,959 ♪ Johnny can't read Johnny can't write ♪ 467 00:25:49,041 --> 00:25:52,959 ♪ Johnny just don't understand ♪ 468 00:25:53,041 --> 00:25:55,291 ♪ Johnny don't care about this world ♪ 469 00:25:55,375 --> 00:25:58,500 ♪ As long as he can fuck his girl ♪ 470 00:25:58,583 --> 00:26:01,750 ♪ And prove that he's a man ♪ 471 00:26:01,834 --> 00:26:04,583 ♪ Johnny wastes his days eatin' ludes ♪ 472 00:26:04,667 --> 00:26:09,125 ♪ He's a teenage vegetable ♪ 473 00:26:11,125 --> 00:26:13,667 ♪ Johnny hates to think he's ignorant ♪ 474 00:26:13,750 --> 00:26:15,709 ♪ He's a mindless brainwashed pig ♪ 475 00:26:15,792 --> 00:26:17,959 ♪ Ring a bell he starts to drool ♪♪ 476 00:26:18,041 --> 00:26:21,166 Well, you know, myself bein' an immigrant 477 00:26:21,250 --> 00:26:23,750 Vinnie bein' maybe second generation 478 00:26:23,834 --> 00:26:25,834 or third generation, 479 00:26:25,917 --> 00:26:28,250 we almost didn't feel like we had our own family 480 00:26:28,333 --> 00:26:31,583 within our own family, if you know what I mean. 481 00:26:31,667 --> 00:26:34,125 We had to go out and search for family. 482 00:26:34,208 --> 00:26:35,750 And, uh, I mean, I love my family. 483 00:26:35,834 --> 00:26:38,792 I love my mother, my brothers, my sisters. 484 00:26:38,875 --> 00:26:41,041 But there was that empty... 485 00:26:41,125 --> 00:26:43,166 There was that empty feeling inside of me 486 00:26:43,250 --> 00:26:45,250 that I just needed to explore. 487 00:26:45,333 --> 00:26:47,375 I needed to go out there. I need to-to... 488 00:26:47,458 --> 00:26:49,917 Especially, when I found people that were like me 489 00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:52,500 and I felt so close to them, I felt that bond. 490 00:26:52,583 --> 00:26:54,834 I felt that... that togetherness. 491 00:26:54,917 --> 00:26:58,500 I just needed to go on further and explore it. 492 00:26:58,583 --> 00:27:00,667 ♪ I count my blessings every day ♪ 493 00:27:00,750 --> 00:27:03,083 ♪ For my friends and family ♪ 494 00:27:03,166 --> 00:27:05,792 ♪ I get down on my knees and pray ♪ 495 00:27:05,875 --> 00:27:08,208 ♪ Hopin' we can find a way ♪ 496 00:27:08,291 --> 00:27:10,875 ♪ I count my blessings every day ♪ 497 00:27:10,959 --> 00:27:13,291 ♪ For my friends and family ♪ 498 00:27:13,375 --> 00:27:15,625 ♪ Now that we come face to face ♪ 499 00:27:15,709 --> 00:27:19,959 ♪ I pray to God we don't lose faith ♪♪ 500 00:27:25,417 --> 00:27:28,750 Black and blue take over East Village Radio. 501 00:27:28,834 --> 00:27:32,375 What a night tonight, great, great, great, historic guest 502 00:27:32,458 --> 00:27:33,834 in the studio with us, 503 00:27:33,917 --> 00:27:38,333 of course, main stay at the Lower East Side, 504 00:27:38,417 --> 00:27:40,875 my brother, my mentor... one of my mentors, 505 00:27:40,959 --> 00:27:42,834 one of my older brothers, Vinnie Stigma. 506 00:27:42,917 --> 00:27:43,959 -Vinnie, what's up? -Joe, how are you? 507 00:27:44,041 --> 00:27:46,792 -Good to see you, brother. -Yeah, we love you, man. 508 00:27:46,875 --> 00:27:48,709 It's always a pleasure to have you down here. 509 00:27:48,792 --> 00:27:49,458 Uh, Vinnie, what you've done, 510 00:27:49,542 --> 00:27:51,875 and-and-and helped out, 511 00:27:51,959 --> 00:27:54,250 and-and created for this community, 512 00:27:54,333 --> 00:27:54,917 uh, it's amazing, man. 513 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:56,583 And-and I'm stoked to hear 514 00:27:56,667 --> 00:27:58,375 all the good things happenin' about you, 515 00:27:58,458 --> 00:28:03,000 you know? And, uh, I'm-I'm happy to see someone, uh, like you, 516 00:28:03,083 --> 00:28:05,125 you know, getting what to do, 517 00:28:05,208 --> 00:28:07,417 getting the attention you deserve, you and Roger 518 00:28:07,500 --> 00:28:10,166 and the band, and all the people you influenced throughout 519 00:28:10,250 --> 00:28:11,583 the hardcore, punk rock, 520 00:28:11,667 --> 00:28:12,750 throughout the whole music community. 521 00:28:12,834 --> 00:28:14,083 Not just hardcore and punk rock, 522 00:28:14,166 --> 00:28:17,083 I saw some sting with M-Metallica? 523 00:28:17,166 --> 00:28:20,041 Yeah, I'm in, uh, Guitar World this month with Metallica. 524 00:28:20,125 --> 00:28:21,792 -What? -Yeah, I got the centerfold. 525 00:28:21,875 --> 00:28:23,417 Yo, the centerspread, you know. 526 00:28:23,500 --> 00:28:25,375 -Shit, the centerspread! -Get the fuck outta here! 527 00:28:25,458 --> 00:28:26,667 Oh, you gotta read the article. 528 00:28:26,750 --> 00:28:29,166 It is so great, man. I'm telling you right now. 529 00:28:29,250 --> 00:28:31,959 It's so much fun. I talked nothin' about guitars. 530 00:28:32,041 --> 00:28:34,208 I just talk about life, you know? 531 00:28:34,291 --> 00:28:36,083 That, that's, that's really good, man. 532 00:28:36,166 --> 00:28:37,291 You're givin' a kid out there 533 00:28:37,375 --> 00:28:38,959 a little hope, a little direction. 534 00:28:39,041 --> 00:28:40,250 -Yeah... -You know? 535 00:28:40,333 --> 00:28:41,375 That's, that's what it is. I mean... 536 00:28:41,458 --> 00:28:42,667 Yeah, because hardcore is freedom. 537 00:28:42,750 --> 00:28:44,709 Don't let them tell you what to eat, 538 00:28:44,792 --> 00:28:45,834 what to believe in, 539 00:28:45,917 --> 00:28:46,875 what to drink, you got your own mind, 540 00:28:46,959 --> 00:28:49,959 make it up for yourself, and take it from me, 541 00:28:50,041 --> 00:28:54,041 I'm a real New Yorker, you could tell by the fuckin' accent. 542 00:28:54,125 --> 00:28:55,250 I love you. I'm your friend. 543 00:28:55,333 --> 00:28:56,875 I gotta let you know these things, alright. 544 00:28:56,959 --> 00:28:59,000 -Thank you. I'll see you later. -I'll catch you later. Alright. 545 00:28:59,083 --> 00:29:01,125 Alright. Ritchie, I'll see you later. Papa! 546 00:29:01,208 --> 00:29:02,333 -You're looking good. -Alright. 547 00:29:02,417 --> 00:29:03,333 -I love your style. -You're lookin' better. 548 00:29:03,417 --> 00:29:06,166 I cannot not like you! 549 00:29:06,250 --> 00:29:07,834 I don't care. I got it. 550 00:29:07,917 --> 00:29:11,125 I'll take my shirt off in the rain, I don't care. 551 00:29:12,917 --> 00:29:15,000 That's the sound of New York, baby. 552 00:29:37,917 --> 00:29:40,000 So, "Agnostic Front" in the history of music 553 00:29:40,083 --> 00:29:42,834 is always gonna be one of those bands that 554 00:29:42,917 --> 00:29:45,583 chances are you could be anywhere in the world. 555 00:29:45,667 --> 00:29:48,417 And that name could come out 556 00:29:48,500 --> 00:29:51,125 and somebody out of leftfield that happens to be in that room 557 00:29:51,208 --> 00:29:52,500 when that name is mentioned is gonna say 558 00:29:52,583 --> 00:29:54,333 "I know that band." 559 00:29:54,417 --> 00:29:55,625 Chances are that person doesn't own any of their music 560 00:29:55,709 --> 00:29:58,208 but they somehow know that name. 561 00:29:58,291 --> 00:29:59,250 Like, to me, that's an illustration 562 00:29:59,333 --> 00:30:02,083 of how much of an impact that band has made, 563 00:30:02,166 --> 00:30:05,458 that it can touch on mainstream popularity, 564 00:30:05,542 --> 00:30:07,458 but not have literally achieved it. 565 00:30:07,542 --> 00:30:09,166 You know, obviously, there is this incredibly 566 00:30:09,250 --> 00:30:11,375 raw element to Agnostic Front. 567 00:30:11,458 --> 00:30:12,375 That it, it can't be mainstream. 568 00:30:29,208 --> 00:30:30,834 This is a slam-dancing club 569 00:30:30,917 --> 00:30:32,041 in New York City. 570 00:30:32,125 --> 00:30:34,208 And if you think this looks weird, 571 00:30:34,291 --> 00:30:37,417 just look at these kids up close. 572 00:30:37,500 --> 00:30:40,625 In cities like Boston, Los Angeles, Washington, 573 00:30:40,709 --> 00:30:43,417 and here in New York, they dress punk 574 00:30:43,500 --> 00:30:46,333 and hang around slam-dancing clubs. 575 00:30:46,417 --> 00:30:49,125 And while they look as scuzzy as the club itself, 576 00:30:49,208 --> 00:30:52,083 this one in New York is called the A7. 577 00:30:52,166 --> 00:30:54,750 These kids do have a philosophy. 578 00:30:54,834 --> 00:30:57,750 And it's not anywhere near as bad as they look. 579 00:31:02,083 --> 00:31:04,583 People have been encouraged to participate, 580 00:31:04,667 --> 00:31:07,000 you know, you can be in a band, you can be a photographer, 581 00:31:07,083 --> 00:31:09,083 you can just go to shows and support things 582 00:31:09,166 --> 00:31:12,083 and buy the records and get involved and get interested. 583 00:31:12,166 --> 00:31:15,333 Instead of people just sit at home and wonder what to do 584 00:31:15,417 --> 00:31:18,125 and watch TV, you know, people have a chance to be creative 585 00:31:18,208 --> 00:31:20,291 and, and have a chance to express themselves. 586 00:31:20,375 --> 00:31:23,291 It's, it's really a matter of, of getting that chance 587 00:31:23,375 --> 00:31:26,500 instead of blindly following all the time, you know? 588 00:31:26,583 --> 00:31:29,291 There's a whole network around this entire country that's 589 00:31:29,375 --> 00:31:32,625 supporting this underground movement and it's grown. 590 00:31:32,709 --> 00:31:34,333 We don't bend down to rock stars 591 00:31:34,417 --> 00:31:36,458 and-and to what's on the commercial radio stations. 592 00:31:36,542 --> 00:31:38,041 Everybody knows each other. They come down and they play. 593 00:31:38,125 --> 00:31:40,959 That's why this club's like the A7 club 594 00:31:41,041 --> 00:31:42,625 and what's happening around. 'cause all the kids come around 595 00:31:42,709 --> 00:31:45,250 get together and play music. 596 00:31:50,458 --> 00:31:52,125 Well, it's an entire cross-section. 597 00:31:52,208 --> 00:31:54,542 We have different age groups, you know, some people 598 00:31:54,625 --> 00:31:57,125 who are just kids, some people a little older. 599 00:31:57,208 --> 00:31:59,291 And, all in all, we have our entire variety 600 00:31:59,375 --> 00:32:02,959 of different people, you can't really get it down 601 00:32:03,041 --> 00:32:05,208 to one sort or type of person. 602 00:32:05,291 --> 00:32:08,750 We have, uh, different races, different sexes... 603 00:32:08,834 --> 00:32:12,041 It's not really a clearly defined movement. 604 00:32:12,125 --> 00:32:14,500 Let's begin with what is the movement all about? 605 00:32:14,583 --> 00:32:16,792 It's all a whole new way of-of thinking, you know? 606 00:32:16,875 --> 00:32:18,333 It's-it's, it has nothing to do with age, 607 00:32:18,417 --> 00:32:20,667 age, the way you look, the way you dress, 608 00:32:20,750 --> 00:32:22,959 it has nothin' to do with it. 609 00:32:23,041 --> 00:32:24,250 It has nothin' to do with it at all. 610 00:32:24,333 --> 00:32:26,417 What really matters, is your attitude 611 00:32:26,500 --> 00:32:28,583 and how, how you think about yourself 612 00:32:28,667 --> 00:32:31,583 and, and like, how you treat different people, you know? 613 00:32:31,667 --> 00:32:34,583 Like people sayin', well, the world's never gonna be good, 614 00:32:34,667 --> 00:32:37,333 it's always gonna be messed up and people are always gonna be 615 00:32:37,417 --> 00:32:39,458 like, out for themselves and you're never gonna be 616 00:32:39,542 --> 00:32:41,125 able to change it, it's not true, you know? 617 00:32:41,208 --> 00:32:43,250 If all the kids get together in the world, right? 618 00:32:43,333 --> 00:32:44,792 And we all feel the same way about 619 00:32:44,875 --> 00:32:46,667 one particular thing, you know? 620 00:32:46,750 --> 00:32:49,667 And then we just spread out, farther and farther, you know? 621 00:32:49,750 --> 00:32:51,208 People s-say it's impossible. 622 00:32:51,291 --> 00:32:52,917 Well, you're just a small clique of kids. 623 00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:54,208 You can't do anything about 624 00:32:54,291 --> 00:32:55,542 what's goin' on in the world 625 00:32:55,625 --> 00:32:57,583 and that's true, like, today it's true. 626 00:32:57,667 --> 00:33:00,250 If we try now, to stick together, right? 627 00:33:00,333 --> 00:33:02,542 And maybe it'll get better, you know? 628 00:33:10,583 --> 00:33:11,208 Well, we don't really know 629 00:33:11,291 --> 00:33:13,041 what the future's gonna be. 630 00:33:13,125 --> 00:33:14,917 We just go about it everyday 631 00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:16,959 and whatever happens is gonna happen. 632 00:33:17,041 --> 00:33:19,041 And we just try to do the best of, uh... 633 00:33:19,125 --> 00:33:21,375 at what we do. You know, we try to do our best-- 634 00:33:21,458 --> 00:33:23,458 And how will it change the outside world? 635 00:33:23,542 --> 00:33:25,208 This, this is killin' the record industries 636 00:33:25,291 --> 00:33:29,417 but we're cutting our own records, we don't need them. 637 00:33:29,500 --> 00:33:30,834 They're profiteering off of us. 638 00:33:30,917 --> 00:33:32,583 This... Well, this is, that's the real world. 639 00:33:32,667 --> 00:33:35,083 Right? Ain't that the real world you said before? 640 00:33:35,166 --> 00:33:36,542 -Right? -I didn't say that. 641 00:33:36,625 --> 00:33:37,792 -You said it. -You said it before. 642 00:33:37,875 --> 00:33:39,667 You asked a question to this guy. 643 00:33:39,750 --> 00:33:40,750 -Alright. Well, anyway-- -You just did. 644 00:33:40,834 --> 00:33:43,125 We're cuttin' them down. 645 00:33:43,208 --> 00:33:45,583 You know, we don't need them to exploit us, you know? 646 00:33:45,667 --> 00:33:47,333 We don't want them, like, you buy a record for two songs 647 00:33:47,417 --> 00:33:50,250 an album for $11 and the rest is dead-ass space. 648 00:33:50,333 --> 00:33:51,417 I don't wanna hear it. 649 00:33:51,500 --> 00:33:52,542 We-we're proving to people that we don't 650 00:33:52,625 --> 00:33:55,458 have to follow them and conform to their... 651 00:33:55,542 --> 00:33:58,417 aspects of society. We don't have to be like everyone else. 652 00:33:58,500 --> 00:34:02,417 We can rebel by, you know, b-by being different, 653 00:34:02,500 --> 00:34:04,792 and to being into different kind of music. 654 00:34:04,875 --> 00:34:07,542 -Not cooperating with them. -Not cooperating with society. 655 00:34:07,625 --> 00:34:11,125 We can be against society and live in our own... 656 00:34:11,208 --> 00:34:13,959 Make our own society without, you know 657 00:34:14,041 --> 00:34:16,083 lowering ourselves to their standards. 658 00:34:16,166 --> 00:34:16,917 Fight against society, not each other. 659 00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:19,291 -Cut. -Good, excellent! 660 00:34:19,375 --> 00:34:20,625 -Bravo! -Bravo! 661 00:34:20,709 --> 00:34:23,834 -Fantastic. -Bravo! Thank you. 662 00:34:23,917 --> 00:34:26,709 This scene was just a by-product of the '80s 663 00:34:26,792 --> 00:34:29,500 and, uh, pissed, angry youth you know, that's the scene. 664 00:34:29,583 --> 00:34:31,583 To be honest with you, that's what it came out of 'em. 665 00:34:37,291 --> 00:34:39,458 What collectively drew everybody's attention 666 00:34:39,542 --> 00:34:43,250 was this aggressive music, what we all had to say. 667 00:34:45,709 --> 00:34:47,667 A lot of the people involved in the scene 668 00:34:47,750 --> 00:34:48,834 were either runaways, 669 00:34:48,917 --> 00:34:52,125 or just outcasts, misfits 670 00:34:52,208 --> 00:34:54,166 that didn't belong with everyone else. 671 00:34:54,250 --> 00:34:56,834 We were young kids, we looked out for each other 672 00:34:56,917 --> 00:34:58,750 protected each other... 673 00:34:58,834 --> 00:35:02,750 ♪ Let you down ♪ 674 00:35:02,834 --> 00:35:04,291 Agnostic Front didn't create 675 00:35:04,375 --> 00:35:06,750 the New York City hardcore scene. 676 00:35:06,834 --> 00:35:10,250 This scene was created by all my friends 677 00:35:10,333 --> 00:35:12,834 and, if it wasn't for all of us 678 00:35:12,917 --> 00:35:16,625 being together, going to each other's shows, 679 00:35:16,709 --> 00:35:18,333 supporting each other, who knows? 680 00:35:25,709 --> 00:35:28,375 We hung out in the Lower East Side 681 00:35:28,458 --> 00:35:31,542 when it was a place, m-most dangerous time ever. 682 00:35:31,625 --> 00:35:32,625 This is not the New York City you go see now. 683 00:35:32,709 --> 00:35:34,792 This is not the Times Square you go see now. 684 00:35:34,875 --> 00:35:37,709 This was legit, this was a true ghetto. 685 00:35:37,792 --> 00:35:40,041 And pretty much, we had it all to ourselves. 686 00:35:42,959 --> 00:35:45,208 New York City is a violent town. 687 00:35:45,291 --> 00:35:46,709 Murder is an everyday occurrence. 688 00:35:49,125 --> 00:35:52,125 Yeah, it was a war zone. It really was. 689 00:35:52,208 --> 00:35:55,208 A lot of abandoned buildings, 690 00:35:55,291 --> 00:35:58,208 a-a lotta devastation. 691 00:35:58,291 --> 00:36:00,166 It was a lotta drugs. 692 00:36:00,250 --> 00:36:03,500 You know, it-it was just a bad area. 693 00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:08,291 Shootings, muggings, gangs, street gangs. 694 00:36:08,375 --> 00:36:12,709 All around us, so we naturally had our own gang, 695 00:36:12,792 --> 00:36:16,500 you know? We were the Lower East Side crew. 696 00:36:16,583 --> 00:36:18,834 Back in 1982-83, it was like I said before, 697 00:36:18,917 --> 00:36:20,917 like a family where everybody's together, 698 00:36:21,000 --> 00:36:23,625 we were pretty much very... It was very poor way of livin'. 699 00:36:23,709 --> 00:36:26,250 We all lived in one apartment, on 188 Norfolk Street, 700 00:36:26,333 --> 00:36:28,542 down here in Lower East Side. It was about ten of us. 701 00:36:28,625 --> 00:36:31,458 And we, our ways of eating or anything like that 702 00:36:31,542 --> 00:36:34,417 was, we used to, actually, you know, man on the street, 703 00:36:34,500 --> 00:36:35,917 you know, ask for change and stuff like that. 704 00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:38,291 We work together, we'd all 705 00:36:38,375 --> 00:36:39,750 bring back the money and we'd eat. 706 00:36:39,834 --> 00:36:40,750 It was a very poor lifestyle. 707 00:36:40,834 --> 00:36:42,917 We learned how to live as people together 708 00:36:43,000 --> 00:36:44,458 instead of like, individually breakin' up and like, 709 00:36:44,542 --> 00:36:47,250 bein' like, you know, selfish so we kinda 710 00:36:47,333 --> 00:36:48,583 learned like, it was sorta like a commune, you know 711 00:36:48,667 --> 00:36:49,542 something like, it was like a hippie commune 712 00:36:49,625 --> 00:36:51,291 but it was nothin' like a hippie commune. 713 00:36:51,375 --> 00:36:56,291 It was more of a harder commune, you know? 714 00:36:56,375 --> 00:36:58,125 I think we sound the way we sound like 715 00:36:58,208 --> 00:37:00,792 because we are a product of New York. 716 00:37:00,875 --> 00:37:02,667 If we would've been from anywhere else 717 00:37:02,750 --> 00:37:05,500 in the country, I don't think we woulda had that edge, 718 00:37:05,583 --> 00:37:09,458 and that element of danger created something great, 719 00:37:09,542 --> 00:37:12,959 something fantastic, something brutal, 720 00:37:13,041 --> 00:37:16,709 real, genuine and in your face that you can't recreate today. 721 00:37:16,792 --> 00:37:18,375 It was completely organic, there was no... 722 00:37:18,458 --> 00:37:20,625 There was nothing fake about it, 723 00:37:20,709 --> 00:37:22,500 and it could only happen 'cause we lived at that time. 724 00:37:22,583 --> 00:37:26,625 That era in New York City, those people, those bands... 725 00:37:26,709 --> 00:37:29,291 that's it. 726 00:38:02,625 --> 00:38:04,834 Good-looking 60-year-old right there. 727 00:38:04,917 --> 00:38:06,500 Thank you. I try my hardest. 728 00:38:08,417 --> 00:38:10,709 He makes me look good, he's a model, the kid, you know? 729 00:38:12,917 --> 00:38:14,500 -Can you take a picture? -Sure. 730 00:38:16,792 --> 00:38:18,250 -Good one. -Thanks. 731 00:38:18,333 --> 00:38:19,959 -Thank you very much. -Thank you. 732 00:38:22,041 --> 00:38:24,542 You know, I-I'll always be doing this. 733 00:38:24,625 --> 00:38:27,667 I knew from an early age I'd be doin' this. 734 00:38:27,750 --> 00:38:30,375 'Cause I'm that kinda guy. 735 00:38:30,458 --> 00:38:32,375 Yeah, what else is there to do... 736 00:38:32,458 --> 00:38:33,750 for me, anyway? 737 00:38:34,792 --> 00:38:38,542 Well, I love it. 60 years old, got a mohawk. 738 00:38:38,625 --> 00:38:42,125 That's hard, that's true, that's grit. 739 00:38:45,375 --> 00:38:46,959 Yeah, in shape. Good. Feel good. 740 00:38:47,041 --> 00:38:49,458 Gonna play my guitar hard tonight. 741 00:38:49,542 --> 00:38:51,875 I might even put on a new strap. 742 00:38:55,667 --> 00:38:57,500 I-I-I realized that, like, 743 00:38:57,583 --> 00:38:59,291 uh, I wasn't, like, in step 744 00:38:59,375 --> 00:39:02,375 or the rest of society, let's say. 745 00:39:02,458 --> 00:39:04,542 But I always felt like, "Hey, I'm a normal guy." 746 00:39:04,625 --> 00:39:06,083 "I'm a regular guy, you know?" 747 00:39:06,166 --> 00:39:09,417 Punk and hardcore, then was like, new. 748 00:39:09,500 --> 00:39:10,208 It was totally different. 749 00:39:10,291 --> 00:39:13,458 It was no more the guy up there 750 00:39:13,542 --> 00:39:15,834 and you gotta, like... You know what I mean? 751 00:39:15,917 --> 00:39:18,792 It was real, it was down-to-earth. 752 00:39:18,875 --> 00:39:20,917 I felt that you could achieve it. 753 00:39:21,000 --> 00:39:23,542 You could do it. 754 00:39:23,625 --> 00:39:24,917 You know what I mean? You could be that guy. 755 00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:28,917 You know? And I say to myself, "Not only I could be that guy, 756 00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:30,750 I could do better than that guy. 757 00:39:30,834 --> 00:39:33,208 I could do it louder, I could do it faster, 758 00:39:33,291 --> 00:39:35,750 I could do it harder, and better. 759 00:39:35,834 --> 00:39:38,000 And that's what I did. 760 00:39:50,250 --> 00:39:52,166 Okay, who started the band? 761 00:39:53,875 --> 00:39:55,667 Which one of you started the bad? Come on. 762 00:39:58,166 --> 00:40:00,834 I did, I started the band. 763 00:40:00,917 --> 00:40:02,792 Oh! Ashamed to admit it. 764 00:40:04,834 --> 00:40:08,750 I started Agnostic Front about three years ago, uh... 765 00:40:08,834 --> 00:40:12,625 I wanted a band to speak of, uh, social unrest, uh, 766 00:40:12,709 --> 00:40:15,583 a lotta political aspects to it, uh... 767 00:40:15,667 --> 00:40:18,458 I, uh, wanted more than just the name of a band. 768 00:40:18,542 --> 00:40:20,667 I wanted a-a statement of some kind. 769 00:40:20,750 --> 00:40:22,834 You know, every time I say the name, 770 00:40:22,917 --> 00:40:24,667 it could mean something different. 771 00:40:24,750 --> 00:40:26,750 You know, like it could mean any socially and politically... 772 00:40:26,834 --> 00:40:30,458 It can also not mean the absolute truth. 773 00:40:30,542 --> 00:40:32,875 To be in doubt... 774 00:40:32,959 --> 00:40:34,834 To be in doubt, not meaning the absolute truth. 775 00:40:34,917 --> 00:40:35,500 Not knowing the absolute truth 776 00:40:35,583 --> 00:40:38,000 is what agnostic means. 777 00:40:38,083 --> 00:40:39,959 It could mean politically, socially 778 00:40:40,041 --> 00:40:41,166 religious. It could go anyway... 779 00:40:41,250 --> 00:40:43,417 A front meaning a... 780 00:40:43,500 --> 00:40:45,166 Your point of view, your stands 781 00:40:45,250 --> 00:40:46,417 your morals or whatever. 782 00:40:46,500 --> 00:40:48,542 So we all have a diff... 783 00:40:49,625 --> 00:40:52,166 Well, before Roger was in the band, 784 00:40:52,250 --> 00:40:55,125 I had other guys like John Watson... 785 00:40:55,208 --> 00:40:58,750 Raybeez, I had a bunch of guys in the band, you know? 786 00:40:58,834 --> 00:41:02,959 Then I got steady drummers and stuff like that 787 00:41:03,041 --> 00:41:03,667 and then I got Roger. 788 00:41:06,000 --> 00:41:09,834 Everybody, what I wanna see? 789 00:41:09,917 --> 00:41:11,875 What I wanna see right now... 790 00:41:11,959 --> 00:41:14,542 is a giant circle pit 791 00:41:14,625 --> 00:41:17,125 all the way back the way front. 792 00:41:17,208 --> 00:41:19,625 Let's do this. Giant circle pit! 793 00:41:27,875 --> 00:41:29,583 ♪ Are you friend or foe? ♪ 794 00:41:31,458 --> 00:41:33,709 ♪ Are you friend or foe? ♪ 795 00:41:33,792 --> 00:41:37,625 Roger was a bass player for The Psychos, 796 00:41:37,709 --> 00:41:38,375 and, uh, you know, 797 00:41:38,458 --> 00:41:43,250 they weren't too popular. 798 00:41:43,333 --> 00:41:46,834 I loved them, you know. 799 00:41:46,917 --> 00:41:50,250 Yeah, they weren't really doin' like, all that, you know, 800 00:41:50,333 --> 00:41:53,750 but Agnostic Front was, you know, kinda, 801 00:41:53,834 --> 00:41:56,750 you know, a staple of New York hardcore. 802 00:41:56,834 --> 00:41:59,917 Alright, all you videots out there. 803 00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:02,625 This next band is the crucial band from New York. 804 00:42:02,709 --> 00:42:07,083 The ones known of the name as Agnostic Front. 805 00:42:07,166 --> 00:42:09,291 We're illegal. 806 00:42:09,375 --> 00:42:13,250 Punked, scathed, black, white, 807 00:42:13,333 --> 00:42:16,250 everyone of us, hair, no hair, start doin' it. 808 00:42:24,125 --> 00:42:27,291 When I was approached to sing in Agnostic Front, 809 00:42:27,375 --> 00:42:29,125 that, that took some gettin' used to, 810 00:42:29,208 --> 00:42:29,875 and the reason I was approached, 811 00:42:29,959 --> 00:42:32,291 because I was a-a stage diver. 812 00:42:32,375 --> 00:42:34,667 I was that guy in the scene, in the pit, stage diving 813 00:42:34,750 --> 00:42:36,667 and that's who, how they pick guys. 814 00:42:39,291 --> 00:42:41,959 Here's the original United Blood. 815 00:42:42,041 --> 00:42:43,625 There were two versions, I wonder which... 816 00:42:43,709 --> 00:42:44,750 This has got everything in here. 817 00:42:46,458 --> 00:42:48,959 I don't know what this is. 818 00:42:49,041 --> 00:42:49,709 Oh, look at this. 819 00:42:51,208 --> 00:42:53,625 That's a young me. 820 00:42:53,709 --> 00:42:54,792 I can tell by the way I'm holdin' my mike. 821 00:42:54,875 --> 00:42:57,125 It-it was really young, because there was... 822 00:42:57,208 --> 00:42:58,709 I was insecure. I didn't know what to do. 823 00:42:58,792 --> 00:43:02,083 You know, I mean, I... I come from playin' bass. 824 00:43:02,166 --> 00:43:04,041 So somethin' thrown to, to sing 825 00:43:04,125 --> 00:43:05,625 and I just didn't know what to do, 826 00:43:05,709 --> 00:43:06,834 and one of the things I used to do is 827 00:43:06,917 --> 00:43:08,792 grab the mike like this and just... 828 00:43:08,875 --> 00:43:10,041 Go for it, you know? 829 00:43:10,125 --> 00:43:12,166 I always had somethin' to hide behind 830 00:43:12,250 --> 00:43:13,750 and it's hard to hide behind a little microphone, you know? 831 00:43:13,834 --> 00:43:16,875 Th-there was just a weird feeling, you know? 832 00:43:26,417 --> 00:43:28,667 Alright, let's go. I got the tape rollin'. 833 00:43:28,750 --> 00:43:30,709 Go? Okay. 834 00:43:30,792 --> 00:43:34,083 Fight, Last warning. Okay. We're gonna do Fight. 835 00:43:34,166 --> 00:43:35,667 You guys wanna keep doing Fight? 836 00:43:35,750 --> 00:43:37,709 It was like the A7 club for instance, 837 00:43:37,792 --> 00:43:39,333 you're on the floor with everybody else, you're singing 838 00:43:39,417 --> 00:43:41,166 everybody's around you goin' nuts. Who gives a shit? 839 00:43:46,083 --> 00:43:46,709 ♪ Fight fight fight fight fight me ♪ 840 00:43:48,834 --> 00:43:51,959 The main rules for Agnostic Front when I joined 841 00:43:52,041 --> 00:43:53,458 was just three simple rules, no girlfriends, 842 00:43:53,542 --> 00:43:55,917 shave their head and dance hard. 843 00:43:56,000 --> 00:43:59,083 That's it. Everything else didn't matter. 844 00:43:59,166 --> 00:44:01,333 Didn't even matter if you sang in the mike, 845 00:44:01,417 --> 00:44:02,667 you put the mike down, who gives a shit? 846 00:44:02,750 --> 00:44:05,583 Get in the pit while we're playing. 847 00:44:22,625 --> 00:44:27,625 On fire. Let's hear it, folks. 848 00:44:27,709 --> 00:44:30,208 Now, that was "Agnostic Front." 849 00:44:30,291 --> 00:44:34,875 Stay tuned for the launch. High And Mighty. 850 00:44:36,834 --> 00:44:39,208 Let's hear it for "Agnostic Front." 851 00:44:43,500 --> 00:44:46,417 Ah, this is my favorite photo right here. 852 00:44:46,500 --> 00:44:50,750 This is, uh, my guitar hero, ha, Vinnie Stigma. 853 00:44:50,834 --> 00:44:53,834 This is in Argentina, I remember it clearly, 854 00:44:53,917 --> 00:44:55,542 you know? I would always do that. 855 00:44:55,625 --> 00:44:58,208 Pick him up, during Crucified, I think. 856 00:44:58,291 --> 00:45:00,417 Pick him up, and, you know... 857 00:45:00,500 --> 00:45:02,125 I could do that back then, you know? 858 00:45:02,208 --> 00:45:03,750 Then he was still Skinny Vinnie. 859 00:45:03,834 --> 00:45:05,709 We used to call him "Skinny Guinea." 860 00:45:05,792 --> 00:45:08,041 -Look at him all ready. -Good. Beautiful. 861 00:45:08,125 --> 00:45:09,709 I didn't even see you come in. 862 00:45:09,792 --> 00:45:10,834 How are you? 863 00:45:12,375 --> 00:45:15,792 As long as you don't realize everything else? 864 00:45:15,875 --> 00:45:17,959 -Michael Jackson isn't... -Of course. 865 00:45:18,041 --> 00:45:20,583 He's doin' "Thriller." You saw that? 866 00:45:20,667 --> 00:45:21,834 He's doin' the "Thriller." Look at him. 867 00:45:21,917 --> 00:45:24,458 So, always through the years, 868 00:45:24,542 --> 00:45:26,125 I'd buy Vinnie his birthday cake, 869 00:45:26,208 --> 00:45:28,083 since '86, I think it was. 870 00:45:28,166 --> 00:45:31,959 This is a recent picture of him playing in Agnostic Front 871 00:45:32,041 --> 00:45:33,291 on tour, I think, in Germany? 872 00:45:33,375 --> 00:45:36,750 It just signifies 873 00:45:36,834 --> 00:45:38,834 the endurance of his human spirit 874 00:45:38,917 --> 00:45:42,917 to play rock and roll in his own way 875 00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:45,625 and so many people have been touched by that. 876 00:45:45,709 --> 00:45:48,458 -We're goin-- -How's the food, alright? 877 00:45:48,542 --> 00:45:50,166 Oh, you got a bit of lipstick on his face. 878 00:45:50,250 --> 00:45:52,291 -Alright. -Smile. Say "Cheese." 879 00:45:52,375 --> 00:45:55,917 Cheese. Gob-a-goal. 880 00:45:56,000 --> 00:45:58,083 I blinked. 881 00:45:58,166 --> 00:45:59,542 He taught me to believe in myself 882 00:45:59,625 --> 00:46:01,375 when I was a teenager. 883 00:46:01,458 --> 00:46:03,834 I loved the sound of Agnostic Front 884 00:46:03,917 --> 00:46:07,208 for it was real and raw... 885 00:46:07,291 --> 00:46:08,667 and riveting and expressed 886 00:46:08,750 --> 00:46:13,083 the anger that I felt about... 887 00:46:13,166 --> 00:46:16,041 indecencies in society and in mankind. 888 00:46:16,125 --> 00:46:21,166 Um, but also gave us hope and in unity in coming together 889 00:46:21,250 --> 00:46:24,792 and a family without, like, getting into your business, 890 00:46:24,875 --> 00:46:26,667 allowing people to be who they are, 891 00:46:26,750 --> 00:46:28,959 and that's right for some time. 892 00:46:29,041 --> 00:46:30,583 Just sign the back. 893 00:46:32,458 --> 00:46:34,875 Okay, here we go. 894 00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:37,959 Watch. One, two, three. 895 00:46:38,041 --> 00:46:40,417 See that marker's dry and it says "Happy birthday." 896 00:46:48,458 --> 00:46:52,166 That's fuckin' entertainment, motherfucker. 897 00:46:52,250 --> 00:46:53,417 Now, that's goin' on my wall. 898 00:46:53,500 --> 00:46:56,375 Sing it with me. 899 00:46:56,458 --> 00:46:59,125 ♪ Crucified ♪ 900 00:46:59,208 --> 00:47:01,875 ♪ Crucified for your sins ♪ 901 00:47:01,959 --> 00:47:04,458 ♪ Crucified ♪ 902 00:47:04,542 --> 00:47:07,041 ♪ Crucified for your sins ♪ 903 00:47:07,125 --> 00:47:09,542 ♪ Crucified ♪ 904 00:47:09,625 --> 00:47:11,375 ♪ Crucified for your sins ♪ 905 00:47:11,458 --> 00:47:14,875 ♪ Crucified ♪ 906 00:47:14,959 --> 00:47:18,000 ♪ Crucified for your sins ♪♪ 907 00:47:42,208 --> 00:47:44,458 I got into punk in the mid '70s 908 00:47:44,542 --> 00:47:46,583 or early '70s, whatever 909 00:47:46,667 --> 00:47:50,041 'cause I didn't like the disco, th-that was a big thing, disco, 910 00:47:50,125 --> 00:47:53,333 you know, and I, uh, it wasn't my thing. 911 00:47:53,417 --> 00:47:56,041 And I was always a rock and roll guy. 912 00:47:56,125 --> 00:47:58,041 I was always in bands, I always liked guitar, 913 00:47:58,125 --> 00:48:01,458 you know, I was a big Jimi Hendrix fan 914 00:48:01,542 --> 00:48:03,583 and just bein a-a rebel. 915 00:48:03,667 --> 00:48:06,792 Hey, Mary, it's me, Vinnie. 916 00:48:06,875 --> 00:48:08,375 -Vinnie, I know you. -How are ya? 917 00:48:08,458 --> 00:48:10,208 You know, I was thinkin' of you the other day. 918 00:48:10,291 --> 00:48:11,959 -Yeah? Oh, you too. -You still got your band? 919 00:48:12,041 --> 00:48:13,375 Yeah, I still got the band. 920 00:48:13,458 --> 00:48:14,291 -Good, good. I'll see ya. -Alright, Mary. 921 00:48:14,375 --> 00:48:16,959 God bless. 922 00:48:17,041 --> 00:48:18,291 This used to be an ink factory. 923 00:48:18,375 --> 00:48:22,959 And, you know, like people, there was a lotta jobs here. 924 00:48:23,041 --> 00:48:25,083 And the jobs left, because they turned 925 00:48:25,166 --> 00:48:27,375 an ink factory into condos. 926 00:48:27,458 --> 00:48:30,792 Now, you get like a person livin' in this one big space 927 00:48:30,875 --> 00:48:33,291 takin' pictures of an egg on a chair. 928 00:48:33,375 --> 00:48:37,166 I mean, you know? Makes me wanna throw up. 929 00:48:37,250 --> 00:48:41,417 Oh, the problem I have, it used to be a neighborhood. 930 00:48:41,500 --> 00:48:43,000 Now, it's... Hey, Bobby! 931 00:48:43,083 --> 00:48:45,834 -What neighborhood? -How are ya? How you doin'? 932 00:48:45,917 --> 00:48:47,041 -What's goin' on? -Hey, Vinnots. 933 00:48:47,125 --> 00:48:49,333 He's talkin' about our old neighborhood. 934 00:48:49,417 --> 00:48:51,250 Yeah, I was talkin' about the neighborhood over there. 935 00:48:51,333 --> 00:48:52,667 -How you feelin'? Alright? -Yeah. 936 00:48:52,750 --> 00:48:54,375 -Good, you look good. -I'm 67 years old. 937 00:48:54,458 --> 00:48:55,542 I know Vinnie when he was a baby. 938 00:48:55,625 --> 00:48:58,000 Every Saturday and Sunday, we used to play stickball 939 00:48:58,083 --> 00:48:59,250 on the block. 940 00:48:59,333 --> 00:49:00,542 There used to be the cars on the block 941 00:49:00,625 --> 00:49:03,959 we used to get a hanger, and open up the cars 942 00:49:04,041 --> 00:49:05,333 and we push them down the block. 943 00:49:05,417 --> 00:49:08,000 -Yeah, yeah. -We played Spanish Harlem. 944 00:49:08,083 --> 00:49:10,333 We played with people from the other part of the neighborhood. 945 00:49:10,417 --> 00:49:12,542 And the whole neighborhood used to come down and bid on 946 00:49:12,625 --> 00:49:14,166 the Italian guys against the Spanish guys. 947 00:49:14,250 --> 00:49:15,291 Yeah, yeah. 948 00:49:15,375 --> 00:49:17,667 And the games used to be $2000, 1500-- 949 00:49:17,750 --> 00:49:18,667 Yeah, it was great. The tank was the homerun-- 950 00:49:18,750 --> 00:49:22,041 Tank was the homerun. 951 00:49:22,125 --> 00:49:23,959 Then he had one he hit 952 00:49:24,041 --> 00:49:25,542 the middle house in the street. 953 00:49:25,625 --> 00:49:28,625 And then not only that... Hey, hello, hey, here we are. 954 00:49:28,709 --> 00:49:30,208 Don't forget social club right over here. 955 00:49:30,291 --> 00:49:31,250 -We're gonna be there later. -Okay. 956 00:49:31,333 --> 00:49:34,041 -Goodbye, Cousin Vinnie. -Bobby. Thank you. Bye. 957 00:49:34,125 --> 00:49:35,667 They used to... Right over there. 958 00:49:35,750 --> 00:49:38,208 They used to have a bunch of... It was a tire store. 959 00:49:38,291 --> 00:49:39,291 And they... On Sundays, they used to have 960 00:49:39,375 --> 00:49:43,166 all these tires piled up, so when I was a kid, 961 00:49:43,250 --> 00:49:44,959 I used to get all the tires and throw 962 00:49:45,041 --> 00:49:46,959 all the tires in the street, 963 00:49:47,041 --> 00:49:49,917 and, like, clog traffic up. 964 00:49:50,000 --> 00:49:52,625 Heh! I don't believe I did these things. 965 00:49:52,709 --> 00:49:54,542 It was great. 966 00:49:54,625 --> 00:49:58,375 Ah, let me walk amongst the dead. 967 00:49:58,458 --> 00:50:00,000 There is a building here, my father owned 968 00:50:00,083 --> 00:50:02,875 the bar right here once. 969 00:50:03,000 --> 00:50:05,625 Too bad, he lost it, you know? 970 00:50:05,709 --> 00:50:07,458 This building collapsed, and well... 971 00:50:07,542 --> 00:50:11,208 he lost the bar years ago due to gambling. So I don't gamble. 972 00:50:11,291 --> 00:50:15,625 This whole thing was the, uh, like a one storey, you know. 973 00:50:15,709 --> 00:50:17,542 Wow. 974 00:50:17,625 --> 00:50:19,166 How did it collapse? 975 00:50:19,250 --> 00:50:21,458 -Fire. -Oh. 976 00:50:21,542 --> 00:50:23,583 They called fire one day and that was the end of that. 977 00:50:23,667 --> 00:50:25,959 -Oh. Wow-- -You know? 978 00:50:26,041 --> 00:50:29,250 -Anyway... -Your father went to gamble? 979 00:50:29,333 --> 00:50:32,542 Yeah, it's another story. 980 00:50:32,625 --> 00:50:35,583 Thank God, them, they liked my father. 981 00:50:40,667 --> 00:50:42,625 My dad, uh... 982 00:50:44,625 --> 00:50:48,333 Well, he was a union worker, he was a, a truck driver, 983 00:50:48,417 --> 00:50:51,125 him and my mother were married for many years. 984 00:50:51,208 --> 00:50:53,208 My father got mingled up in a little, you know, 985 00:50:53,291 --> 00:50:56,917 some mafia shit, you know? 986 00:50:57,000 --> 00:50:59,125 My family didn't like it, you know, 987 00:50:59,208 --> 00:51:01,291 because we don't wanna be involved. 988 00:51:01,375 --> 00:51:02,917 You know, but you got no choice, you know 989 00:51:03,000 --> 00:51:04,291 and you gotta keep your mouth shut, 990 00:51:04,375 --> 00:51:07,709 and you know, it-it made a wedge in my family, 991 00:51:07,792 --> 00:51:10,166 you know, between... 992 00:51:10,250 --> 00:51:15,625 loan sharks, the mafia, you know? 993 00:51:15,709 --> 00:51:17,792 I-i-it wouldn't have been a surprise if we, they would 994 00:51:17,875 --> 00:51:20,625 have found him dead somewhere in the trunk of a car. 995 00:51:20,709 --> 00:51:24,125 You know, because he-he-he lived that life. 996 00:51:24,208 --> 00:51:28,166 You know, it's not good for bein' a-a family man. 997 00:51:28,250 --> 00:51:29,542 You know what I mean? 998 00:51:36,542 --> 00:51:38,750 Alright, then you tap. See, that's what I'm missin'. 999 00:51:38,834 --> 00:51:40,709 I didn't see that thing over there. 1000 00:51:40,792 --> 00:51:42,500 Then just tap whatever you want-- 1001 00:51:42,583 --> 00:51:43,792 Is that tapped? That's already tapped, right? 1002 00:51:43,875 --> 00:51:46,792 Then it's sent. 1003 00:51:46,875 --> 00:51:48,291 They have that noise? 1004 00:51:48,375 --> 00:51:51,166 That's the noise it makes if it sends a message. 1005 00:51:51,250 --> 00:51:52,750 I guess I press this and it goes back to the screen. 1006 00:51:52,834 --> 00:51:55,041 -Yeah, it's done. -Okay. 1007 00:51:55,125 --> 00:51:56,500 -Kinda like text message. -Kinda. 1008 00:51:56,583 --> 00:51:59,125 Yeah. 1009 00:51:59,208 --> 00:52:00,542 -You'll get it eventually. -Yeah? 1010 00:52:00,625 --> 00:52:01,834 -Yeah. -I hope so. I... 1011 00:52:01,917 --> 00:52:05,250 I'll get it, don't worry, this way I could send you emails, 1012 00:52:05,333 --> 00:52:06,500 you know, when I go to Europe. 1013 00:52:06,583 --> 00:52:07,667 Yeah. 1014 00:52:16,208 --> 00:52:17,875 This is something I really 1015 00:52:17,959 --> 00:52:20,750 got to enjoy moving to Arizona, by the way. 1016 00:52:20,834 --> 00:52:23,417 Never had a dishwasher. 1017 00:52:23,500 --> 00:52:26,250 Now, I'm in New York City, a dishwasher? 1018 00:52:26,333 --> 00:52:28,375 I didn't even know how to use it when I, 1019 00:52:28,458 --> 00:52:31,417 when I first moved here. True story. 1020 00:52:31,500 --> 00:52:33,458 When I first moved here. 1021 00:52:33,542 --> 00:52:36,375 I-Is, you know, it was there in the apartment complex 1022 00:52:36,458 --> 00:52:40,375 I was movin' to, so I was washin' dishes by hand 1023 00:52:40,458 --> 00:52:44,875 and put 'em in there so they could... dry off. 1024 00:52:44,959 --> 00:52:46,458 Just gettin' used to this life, man. 1025 00:52:48,500 --> 00:52:50,917 We picked this place neutrally. 1026 00:52:51,000 --> 00:52:54,000 She's from Colorado, I'm from New York, 1027 00:52:54,083 --> 00:52:57,417 and, uh, we've known each other since 2002. 1028 00:52:57,500 --> 00:52:59,667 We met at, we met at one of our shows, 1029 00:52:59,750 --> 00:53:02,458 um, my wife still has the ticket stub 1030 00:53:02,542 --> 00:53:03,750 and we were always friends 1031 00:53:03,834 --> 00:53:05,583 staying in touch with each other. 1032 00:53:05,667 --> 00:53:07,375 Coming from two relationships, we were, like, 1033 00:53:07,458 --> 00:53:10,417 "Well, nobody wants to give into their spot," 1034 00:53:10,500 --> 00:53:11,583 like, their territory, "Wait, you move in with me." 1035 00:53:11,667 --> 00:53:13,542 "No, you move with me," 'cause you know how that is. 1036 00:53:13,625 --> 00:53:16,250 And, uh, my wife was comin' here to finish her studies 1037 00:53:16,333 --> 00:53:18,000 and, like, this is where I'll start. 1038 00:53:18,083 --> 00:53:19,750 And from there we'll end up wherever we end up 1039 00:53:19,834 --> 00:53:21,583 We'll go back to New York or Colorado 1040 00:53:21,667 --> 00:53:22,792 and we ended up stayin' here, 1041 00:53:22,875 --> 00:53:24,291 we started having babies. 1042 00:53:28,417 --> 00:53:30,750 When I was a kid, I never had a routine like this 1043 00:53:30,834 --> 00:53:35,375 because, um, you know it's funny, I don't remember any... 1044 00:53:35,458 --> 00:53:36,333 any routines at all. 1045 00:53:43,375 --> 00:53:44,917 If you scream, I can't talk to you. 1046 00:53:45,000 --> 00:53:46,291 You know, leaving is hard, 1047 00:53:46,375 --> 00:53:48,959 especially my son. 1048 00:53:49,041 --> 00:53:51,542 Both my kids, both Havi and Desi, 1049 00:53:51,625 --> 00:53:55,333 like, Havi didn't really bond to me till she was like, two. 1050 00:53:55,417 --> 00:53:57,417 Because of me goin' away, this-this one didn't create 1051 00:53:57,500 --> 00:53:59,500 some problem, you know, like goin' on tours, you know? 1052 00:53:59,583 --> 00:54:02,166 I would come back and she would take two or three days 1053 00:54:02,250 --> 00:54:04,875 to warm up to me, 'cause she was, 1054 00:54:04,959 --> 00:54:06,625 like, "Who are you again?" you know? 1055 00:54:06,709 --> 00:54:08,625 So that kinda bothered me a lot. 1056 00:54:08,709 --> 00:54:12,166 Mary Taylor talkin' to you from the Cat Club in New York City 1057 00:54:12,250 --> 00:54:13,709 for the Underground Cafe. 1058 00:54:13,792 --> 00:54:18,000 I'm talking to you with Agnostic Front here and they tell... 1059 00:54:18,083 --> 00:54:18,834 They're gonna tell us a little bit about their band 1060 00:54:18,917 --> 00:54:21,417 and where they're from. 1061 00:54:21,500 --> 00:54:22,250 Uh, New York City, New York. 1062 00:54:22,333 --> 00:54:24,417 Basically, that's where we're based. 1063 00:54:24,500 --> 00:54:26,834 Any future plans now? 1064 00:54:26,917 --> 00:54:30,709 Um... we're goin' on tour tomorrow, actually. 1065 00:54:30,792 --> 00:54:33,375 We just came back, from our second tour 1066 00:54:33,458 --> 00:54:36,417 and we'll be goin' to Europe in December. 1067 00:54:36,500 --> 00:54:37,959 It's a East Coast tour for now 1068 00:54:38,041 --> 00:54:39,917 and then Europe in December like he said. 1069 00:54:40,000 --> 00:54:41,542 What kind of band are you? 1070 00:54:41,625 --> 00:54:44,417 -Uh, more like, uh, uh... -Uh-- 1071 00:54:44,500 --> 00:54:47,667 You gotta come see us to really know what it's about. 1072 00:54:47,750 --> 00:54:52,375 ♪ Power the anti-social being ♪ 1073 00:54:53,625 --> 00:54:56,208 ♪ Human discharge ♪ 1074 00:54:56,291 --> 00:54:59,375 ♪ A fascist regime ♪ 1075 00:54:59,458 --> 00:55:00,542 ♪ Fighting in the street ♪ 1076 00:55:00,625 --> 00:55:01,583 ♪ They gent who saved us all ♪ 1077 00:55:01,667 --> 00:55:06,583 ♪ The anti-social and gonna fall ♪♪ 1078 00:55:17,458 --> 00:55:19,875 I hate being sick on tour, man. 1079 00:55:19,959 --> 00:55:22,041 Bein' sick on tour, I get up every night. 1080 00:55:22,125 --> 00:55:24,792 I get up, I put a fuckin' smile on my face, 1081 00:55:24,875 --> 00:55:26,834 and I play as hard as I can... 1082 00:55:26,917 --> 00:55:28,667 and then what are you gonna do? You're there. 1083 00:55:28,750 --> 00:55:31,542 Well, thank God, y-you know, y-y-you're not that sick 1084 00:55:31,625 --> 00:55:33,083 that you can do it, you know? 1085 00:55:33,166 --> 00:55:34,458 Well, right now, a few of us don't look too good. 1086 00:55:34,542 --> 00:55:36,709 Yeah, well, a couple more days and, you know, 1087 00:55:36,792 --> 00:55:39,750 we'll be home and then we'll get the punk rock bowling. 1088 00:55:42,792 --> 00:55:46,709 You know, bein' on the road, there's no sick days, 1089 00:55:46,792 --> 00:55:48,959 it doesn't exist, you know? 1090 00:55:49,041 --> 00:55:50,583 Uh, at least not for our band. 1091 00:55:50,667 --> 00:55:52,583 I know a lot of bands 1092 00:55:52,667 --> 00:55:55,500 that do take Mondays and Tuesdays off 1093 00:55:55,583 --> 00:55:59,583 and possibly Wednesdays, but they can, we can't, you know? 1094 00:55:59,667 --> 00:56:01,625 This, this machine has to keep movin' 1095 00:56:01,709 --> 00:56:04,417 to make all ends meet by the end of the... 1096 00:56:04,500 --> 00:56:05,709 By the end of the day, you know. 1097 00:56:05,792 --> 00:56:07,709 Unfortunately, no sick days. 1098 00:56:07,792 --> 00:56:10,542 You go out there and you tough it up. 1099 00:56:10,625 --> 00:56:13,875 That's okay, we-we've done it our whole lives, no big deal. 1100 00:56:31,458 --> 00:56:32,750 Hi, you've reached the Miret's. 1101 00:56:32,834 --> 00:56:34,500 We can't take your call right now. 1102 00:56:34,583 --> 00:56:37,458 -Because we're swimming! -Because we're swimming! 1103 00:56:37,542 --> 00:56:39,208 Please leave a message. 1104 00:56:41,375 --> 00:56:44,750 Hey, babe, um, it's me. 1105 00:56:44,834 --> 00:56:49,291 I just wanna tell you I love you and miss the kids. 1106 00:56:49,375 --> 00:56:50,625 You know, it's... 1107 00:56:50,709 --> 00:56:55,792 I-I know I was supposed to call you around 4:00, 1108 00:56:55,875 --> 00:56:58,417 but, unfortunately, it's, I know it's late, 1109 00:56:58,500 --> 00:57:00,291 you guys are probably in bed. 1110 00:57:00,375 --> 00:57:03,375 Fucking club didn't have no internet. 1111 00:57:03,458 --> 00:57:05,375 Typical shit. 1112 00:57:05,458 --> 00:57:07,000 Felt sick. I don't feel good. 1113 00:57:07,083 --> 00:57:09,667 Exhausted... 1114 00:57:11,959 --> 00:57:15,625 And I feel super, super guilty myself, you know? You're... 1115 00:57:15,709 --> 00:57:19,166 Like, I'm missin' our anniversary, you know? 1116 00:57:19,250 --> 00:57:23,166 Even though I love what I do, but I'm not here, and... 1117 00:57:23,250 --> 00:57:24,959 Sometimes I don't even know if it's worth it, 1118 00:57:25,041 --> 00:57:27,583 you know? But, um... 1119 00:57:27,667 --> 00:57:31,417 I think you understand me, I'm just... 1120 00:57:31,500 --> 00:57:32,083 Rather be there, but... 1121 00:57:32,166 --> 00:57:35,208 It is what it is. 1122 00:57:36,250 --> 00:57:39,500 The show's been pretty good. 1123 00:57:39,583 --> 00:57:41,250 Actually, more than pretty good. 1124 00:57:41,333 --> 00:57:44,834 Who could ask for more, right? 1125 00:57:46,500 --> 00:57:48,834 I love you. Miss you. 1126 00:57:48,917 --> 00:57:51,875 Kisses to the babies. Buh-bye. 1127 00:57:59,917 --> 00:58:04,083 Probably the single hardest part of my life 1128 00:58:04,166 --> 00:58:06,208 has been leaving my immediate family, 1129 00:58:06,291 --> 00:58:07,834 you know, it's always been the hardest thing. 1130 00:58:07,917 --> 00:58:10,208 Um... 1131 00:58:10,291 --> 00:58:12,458 Leaving my children at home... 1132 00:58:12,542 --> 00:58:14,208 Or relationships, you know, relationships, 1133 00:58:14,291 --> 00:58:16,625 I've been through a few. 1134 00:58:16,709 --> 00:58:21,417 You know, it's, it's hard to keep both, um... 1135 00:58:21,500 --> 00:58:23,208 As much as you wanna keep both 1136 00:58:23,291 --> 00:58:25,542 and not until this last ten years, 1137 00:58:25,625 --> 00:58:27,125 did-did I make a-a decision, 1138 00:58:27,208 --> 00:58:30,625 a-a formal decision, a pretty strong decision 1139 00:58:30,709 --> 00:58:33,500 that I really wanna make family work for me. 1140 00:58:33,583 --> 00:58:36,166 'Cause, um... I'm really lucky 1141 00:58:36,250 --> 00:58:39,041 that I was still able to have such a great relationship 1142 00:58:39,125 --> 00:58:41,750 with my daughter Nadia, I really am. 1143 00:58:41,834 --> 00:58:43,250 Because, just think about it, when I was touring back then, 1144 00:58:43,333 --> 00:58:46,083 we had no internet. 1145 00:58:46,166 --> 00:58:48,792 We had nothing, I would, I would send a postcard. 1146 00:58:48,875 --> 00:58:50,542 By the time it came back from Germany to her, 1147 00:58:50,625 --> 00:58:52,125 I already came back. 1148 00:58:52,208 --> 00:58:54,291 It was affecting her, I could see it, you know? 1149 00:58:54,375 --> 00:58:56,875 I could feel it, and at the same time 1150 00:58:56,959 --> 00:58:58,583 it was a horrible guilt on me. 1151 00:58:58,667 --> 00:59:00,834 You know, it was just... 1152 00:59:00,917 --> 00:59:02,917 I was a kid raising a kid. 1153 00:59:03,000 --> 00:59:06,083 And I was leavin' all the time, goin' away all the time. 1154 00:59:06,166 --> 00:59:09,667 You know, she turned out to be a-a-an amazing, 1155 00:59:09,750 --> 00:59:13,083 remarkable 29-year-old, brilliant little girl, 1156 00:59:13,166 --> 00:59:16,166 I mean, she's still in my eyes, my little girl. 1157 00:59:16,250 --> 00:59:18,959 But it was hard. 1158 00:59:19,041 --> 00:59:22,959 I, I fuckin' hated that band for a, a long time. 1159 00:59:23,041 --> 00:59:24,375 Between just always being gone 1160 00:59:24,458 --> 00:59:27,083 and I didn't have a real way 1161 00:59:27,166 --> 00:59:30,208 to know he was thinking about me. 1162 00:59:30,291 --> 00:59:31,834 He couldn't FaceTime me, he couldn't text me, 1163 00:59:31,917 --> 00:59:33,291 he couldn't do all the things that he can do 1164 00:59:33,375 --> 00:59:35,542 with the kids now, so they know. 1165 00:59:35,625 --> 00:59:37,166 It was, it was this thing that 1166 00:59:37,250 --> 00:59:40,125 while other people's parents were like, at home, 1167 00:59:40,208 --> 00:59:43,000 I was like, "Oh, mine is gone for a few months." 1168 00:59:43,083 --> 00:59:44,792 In middle school, people will start being, like, 1169 00:59:44,875 --> 00:59:46,792 "Oh, that's so cool, your dad's in a band." 1170 00:59:46,875 --> 00:59:49,834 And that was the first time I was like, "No, it's not. 1171 00:59:49,917 --> 00:59:51,500 It's not cool." 1172 00:59:51,583 --> 00:59:54,125 I think that when you're young, 1173 00:59:54,208 --> 00:59:58,125 you think that the thing that someone spends the most time on 1174 00:59:58,208 --> 01:00:00,291 is the thing that they care about most. 1175 01:00:03,125 --> 01:00:05,375 And then I just kind of grew up a little bit. 1176 01:00:05,458 --> 01:00:07,000 and I understood, like, it wasn't a position 1177 01:00:07,083 --> 01:00:08,834 he ever really wanted to be in necessarily. 1178 01:00:08,917 --> 01:00:10,583 Like, he loves the music he loves playing shows 1179 01:00:10,667 --> 01:00:13,667 but he didn't wanna be away from me. 1180 01:00:13,750 --> 01:00:15,250 And that's also something you can't process 1181 01:00:15,333 --> 01:00:16,625 when you're younger either. 1182 01:00:16,709 --> 01:00:17,667 Especially the way I was raised 1183 01:00:17,750 --> 01:00:20,792 you do what you want. 1184 01:00:20,875 --> 01:00:24,750 Back then m-myself and, and Nadia's mother, Amy, we... 1185 01:00:24,834 --> 01:00:25,500 We're both in bands. We both travel. 1186 01:00:25,583 --> 01:00:28,625 We're both doing our things. 1187 01:00:28,709 --> 01:00:30,291 So, uh... 1188 01:00:30,375 --> 01:00:31,959 it was normal. 1189 01:00:32,959 --> 01:00:35,208 You know, I think with, this time around 1190 01:00:35,291 --> 01:00:37,250 with my, with my wife and my kids 1191 01:00:37,333 --> 01:00:39,208 I've got that really good blend 1192 01:00:39,291 --> 01:00:42,375 where in the very early stages 1193 01:00:42,458 --> 01:00:44,959 when, uh, Nadia was a little girl 1194 01:00:45,041 --> 01:00:46,834 um, it was different. 1195 01:00:46,917 --> 01:00:48,875 You know, I was also younger. 1196 01:00:48,959 --> 01:00:52,125 And, um, and... 1197 01:00:52,208 --> 01:00:54,208 It-it was all a whole different ball game. 1198 01:00:54,291 --> 01:00:56,208 You know, I was out a lot, at the same time 1199 01:00:56,291 --> 01:00:58,875 back home, out a lot, I was living completely different. 1200 01:00:58,959 --> 01:01:01,542 Living in abandoned buildings, in vans, blah, blah, blah. 1201 01:01:01,625 --> 01:01:03,041 But when she came around, w-we just 1202 01:01:03,125 --> 01:01:05,625 lived in a squat, you know? 1203 01:01:05,709 --> 01:01:06,875 Would you want Nadia to live 1204 01:01:06,959 --> 01:01:08,709 the life that you lived? 1205 01:01:08,792 --> 01:01:11,417 Um, actually I would love Nadia to live my life 1206 01:01:11,500 --> 01:01:14,250 because Nadia's got the best parents she could ever have. 1207 01:01:14,333 --> 01:01:16,208 She's been...Me and Amy, both are, like, down to Earth 1208 01:01:16,291 --> 01:01:19,208 and we kinda, like, see life the way we should see 1209 01:01:19,291 --> 01:01:22,083 and not like hidden, like, I wish my mom and my dad 1210 01:01:22,166 --> 01:01:23,375 told me more about certain things. 1211 01:01:23,458 --> 01:01:25,875 Well, I wish they cared more about, like, things, like 1212 01:01:25,959 --> 01:01:28,083 we really care about what my daughter does. 1213 01:01:28,166 --> 01:01:30,083 How her schooling, we really care about. 1214 01:01:30,166 --> 01:01:30,625 We really care about what she eats 1215 01:01:30,709 --> 01:01:32,625 and we care more. 1216 01:01:32,709 --> 01:01:35,208 And I wish I was growin' up that way. 1217 01:01:35,291 --> 01:01:39,583 You know, we were just growin' up ourselves... 1218 01:01:39,667 --> 01:01:43,083 and here we go, we have a kid, too, so... 1219 01:01:43,166 --> 01:01:44,125 What the hell, this is what we do 1220 01:01:44,208 --> 01:01:46,208 this is who we are, this is what we like 1221 01:01:46,291 --> 01:01:49,000 this is our passion, this is who we are 1222 01:01:49,083 --> 01:01:50,166 and you just tagged along. 1223 01:01:50,250 --> 01:01:52,166 You know? It is. 1224 01:01:55,041 --> 01:01:57,166 You had a friend who did all these things. 1225 01:01:57,250 --> 01:01:58,291 -Right? -In prison. 1226 01:01:58,375 --> 01:01:59,667 Yeah, 'cause I had all these 1227 01:01:59,750 --> 01:02:00,834 like, handkerchiefs with them on it. 1228 01:02:00,917 --> 01:02:01,583 Yeah, I sent you handkerchiefs. 1229 01:02:01,667 --> 01:02:04,166 -This... -I was so cute. 1230 01:02:04,250 --> 01:02:06,166 This, you guys sent me. 1231 01:02:06,250 --> 01:02:07,375 What the hell is that? 1232 01:02:07,458 --> 01:02:09,417 I don't know. Your mom sent me that. 1233 01:02:09,500 --> 01:02:11,291 -Oh, my God. -You were just a little girl. 1234 01:02:11,375 --> 01:02:13,208 Hold that up in prison too. 1235 01:02:18,834 --> 01:02:23,792 Goin' to prison was my fault. 1236 01:02:23,875 --> 01:02:25,000 It really was because 1237 01:02:25,083 --> 01:02:28,375 I was living this life thinking I cannot get caught 1238 01:02:28,458 --> 01:02:29,875 doing anything, anything. 1239 01:02:29,959 --> 01:02:32,250 I mean, going on the road 1240 01:02:32,333 --> 01:02:35,709 buying guns, drugs, or anything, 1241 01:02:35,792 --> 01:02:37,583 like, I felt like I couldn't be touched. 1242 01:02:37,667 --> 01:02:39,000 And in my whole mind knowing that 1243 01:02:39,083 --> 01:02:41,458 all this stuff was illegal, and never getting caught 1244 01:02:41,542 --> 01:02:43,875 for anything. 1245 01:02:43,959 --> 01:02:47,125 I don't know, I can't even explain it. 1246 01:02:47,208 --> 01:02:48,542 And that's how my whole life was 1247 01:02:48,625 --> 01:02:50,500 you know, like, at that point. 1248 01:02:51,333 --> 01:02:53,542 And then, um... 1249 01:02:53,625 --> 01:02:55,250 I got desperate, and my daughter was born 1250 01:02:55,333 --> 01:02:57,667 a week into it, I didn't have anywhere for her to sleep. 1251 01:02:57,750 --> 01:03:00,959 She was sleeping in a drawer. 1252 01:03:01,041 --> 01:03:01,959 I felt like, "Oh, my God, that's my daughter. 1253 01:03:02,041 --> 01:03:04,250 "She shouldn't be sleeping in a drawer. 1254 01:03:04,333 --> 01:03:06,583 "She's my princess, I need to go get her a crib. 1255 01:03:06,667 --> 01:03:09,250 I need to get everything you need for a kid." 1256 01:03:09,333 --> 01:03:10,959 And panic, and I go and buy all that stuff 1257 01:03:11,041 --> 01:03:12,500 then I started saying, "Well, I need money," 1258 01:03:12,583 --> 01:03:14,625 you know, so, of course somebody said, 1259 01:03:14,709 --> 01:03:17,375 "Well, you take this and bring it to here," 1260 01:03:17,458 --> 01:03:19,250 and that's how I started, you know? 1261 01:03:19,333 --> 01:03:21,208 I wasn't a drug dealer, I was a mule. 1262 01:03:21,291 --> 01:03:23,333 But at the same time, I didn't think anything of it 1263 01:03:23,417 --> 01:03:25,041 'til I became incarcerated. 1264 01:03:25,125 --> 01:03:27,750 I used to think just, "Me, me, me whatever" 1265 01:03:27,834 --> 01:03:29,333 and I started saying, "Wow." 1266 01:03:29,417 --> 01:03:31,041 How it was effecting my, my family. 1267 01:03:31,125 --> 01:03:32,333 Nobody told my mother. 1268 01:03:32,417 --> 01:03:35,208 My mother was the last to find out. 1269 01:03:35,291 --> 01:03:37,834 And she found out, like, eight months later. 1270 01:03:37,917 --> 01:03:39,417 Nobody wanted to tell her. 1271 01:03:39,500 --> 01:03:41,542 And, um, watching my daughter 1272 01:03:41,625 --> 01:03:43,875 just come to my visits and just watch her 1273 01:03:43,959 --> 01:03:45,500 like, she wanted me to leave with her. 1274 01:03:45,583 --> 01:03:47,959 And I couldn't. 1275 01:03:48,041 --> 01:03:50,208 And everything started really sinkin' in 1276 01:03:50,291 --> 01:03:51,917 like, alright... 1277 01:03:52,000 --> 01:03:54,375 Forget about, it's not just about me 1278 01:03:54,458 --> 01:03:56,250 look everybody, um, I have a affect 1279 01:03:56,333 --> 01:03:58,375 or I'm hurting. 1280 01:03:58,458 --> 01:04:01,875 This next song is dedicated to my daughter back home! 1281 01:04:01,959 --> 01:04:03,834 Goes out to little Nadia. 1282 01:04:03,917 --> 01:04:04,458 Also goes out to Amy. 1283 01:04:04,542 --> 01:04:07,417 This is called With Time. 1284 01:04:16,875 --> 01:04:20,083 Let's do it up like old New York City. 1285 01:04:20,166 --> 01:04:22,417 Nice and slow till we get everybody here dancin'. 1286 01:05:27,750 --> 01:05:29,125 It's weird because it's like, when you're blood, 1287 01:05:29,208 --> 01:05:29,667 when you have blood family, it's, like, you can't 1288 01:05:29,750 --> 01:05:32,542 pick your family. 1289 01:05:32,625 --> 01:05:34,667 You know, you have to accept them for who they are and then, 1290 01:05:34,750 --> 01:05:36,834 you know, w-when, you know, with friendship, it's, like... 1291 01:05:36,917 --> 01:05:38,291 Well, you can, you, y-you can choose 1292 01:05:38,375 --> 01:05:38,792 to not be friends with someone 1293 01:05:38,875 --> 01:05:41,041 and be, like... 1294 01:05:41,125 --> 01:05:42,166 You know, but... 1295 01:05:42,250 --> 01:05:45,709 You know, they have a soul connection, man. 1296 01:05:45,792 --> 01:05:48,291 And it's just, like, i-i-it forms like 1297 01:05:48,375 --> 01:05:50,041 almost like a blood bond with them. 1298 01:05:50,125 --> 01:05:51,917 It's, it's, it's, it's an interesting 1299 01:05:52,000 --> 01:05:53,208 it's an interesting relationship 1300 01:05:53,291 --> 01:05:55,041 and they pioneered this, 1301 01:05:55,125 --> 01:05:56,625 this, this, this scene. 1302 01:05:56,709 --> 01:05:57,959 You know what I mean? This... 1303 01:05:58,041 --> 01:05:59,500 T-the New York faction, you know? 1304 01:05:59,583 --> 01:06:02,041 And, uh, you know, they've changed 1305 01:06:02,125 --> 01:06:05,000 a lot of people's lives, starting right here. 1306 01:06:06,625 --> 01:06:09,917 ♪ Hardcore lives ♪ 1307 01:06:10,000 --> 01:06:11,917 ♪ One two jumpstart ♪ 1308 01:06:36,125 --> 01:06:38,750 I can't think of anyone else who was seven years old... 1309 01:06:38,834 --> 01:06:42,917 on stage with Agnostic Front 1983. 1310 01:06:43,000 --> 01:06:44,500 My little brother, Freddy, 1311 01:06:44,583 --> 01:06:46,625 you know, seven years old, gave him the mic 1312 01:06:46,709 --> 01:06:49,250 threw him out there, "Sing." They don't. 1313 01:06:52,166 --> 01:06:55,208 ♪ Claim your justice it's your time ♪ 1314 01:06:55,291 --> 01:06:58,125 ♪ Blind justice who am I? ♪ 1315 01:06:58,208 --> 01:07:01,417 ♪ There's no justice it's your time ♪ 1316 01:07:01,500 --> 01:07:04,667 ♪ Blind justice ♪ 1317 01:07:04,750 --> 01:07:05,625 Freddy used to, he'd come with us 1318 01:07:05,709 --> 01:07:08,000 everywhere, you know? 1319 01:07:08,083 --> 01:07:10,208 Like, he was, like, the mascot. 1320 01:07:10,291 --> 01:07:12,041 And, and I used to put him on my shoulders 1321 01:07:12,125 --> 01:07:13,417 and play the guitar. 1322 01:07:13,500 --> 01:07:15,250 I thought that was the hardest thing ever, 1323 01:07:15,333 --> 01:07:15,959 havin' a little kid singin' 1324 01:07:16,041 --> 01:07:18,083 and I'm on my shoulders, like... 1325 01:07:18,166 --> 01:07:20,542 It was... 1326 01:07:20,625 --> 01:07:23,417 That's what I love. 1327 01:07:23,500 --> 01:07:26,458 That's the time I'd like to go back to. 1328 01:07:32,458 --> 01:07:36,125 You know, my intentions were never to pass a torch 1329 01:07:36,208 --> 01:07:38,125 or anything like that, you know? 1330 01:07:38,208 --> 01:07:41,542 And I didn't know he was gonna follow my footsteps. 1331 01:07:41,625 --> 01:07:45,542 My intentions were to get him away from... 1332 01:07:45,625 --> 01:07:48,291 his destructive father, to be honest with you, you know? 1333 01:07:48,375 --> 01:07:52,583 I wanted to bring him with me where I felt safe. 1334 01:07:52,667 --> 01:07:55,500 You know, my brother was in more danger bein' at home 1335 01:07:55,583 --> 01:07:57,792 with, with his father, 1336 01:07:57,875 --> 01:07:59,250 than he was being with me in the streets of New York 1337 01:07:59,333 --> 01:08:04,959 with criminals, drug addicts, thugs, you know? 1338 01:08:05,041 --> 01:08:07,583 That's why I left home myself. 1339 01:08:07,667 --> 01:08:09,375 Obviously there was some turmoil at home and stuff 1340 01:08:09,458 --> 01:08:15,166 and I feel like Roger felt that and, you know... 1341 01:08:15,250 --> 01:08:17,375 A lot of times, you know, removed me 1342 01:08:17,458 --> 01:08:19,250 from certain situations 1343 01:08:19,333 --> 01:08:21,750 to go be a part of his life 1344 01:08:21,834 --> 01:08:23,458 and his lifestyle and what he was doing, 1345 01:08:23,542 --> 01:08:25,125 and that was his way of like, "Hey, 1346 01:08:25,208 --> 01:08:26,875 "I can spend time with my kid brother 1347 01:08:26,959 --> 01:08:30,250 "who I don't get to see often and also, 1348 01:08:30,333 --> 01:08:32,333 "you know, maybe give him a break 1349 01:08:32,417 --> 01:08:36,208 from things that are going on, you know, back home, you know?" 1350 01:08:37,500 --> 01:08:41,166 My step-father, you never know what mood he was in. 1351 01:08:41,250 --> 01:08:42,792 You never know he'd come home, you never know, if he was bombed 1352 01:08:42,875 --> 01:08:44,542 or what was goin' on. 1353 01:08:44,625 --> 01:08:47,166 My mother was always working and I was always 1354 01:08:47,250 --> 01:08:48,375 taking care of my siblings, you know? 1355 01:08:52,458 --> 01:08:56,542 Well, you, you know my story is, is your classic 1356 01:08:56,625 --> 01:09:00,750 you know, um, American immigrant story. 1357 01:09:00,834 --> 01:09:03,208 You know what I mean, like I came from Cuba 1358 01:09:03,291 --> 01:09:05,959 straight to, to America. 1359 01:09:06,041 --> 01:09:08,000 Learned English here in this country. 1360 01:09:08,083 --> 01:09:09,250 It wasn't, it wasn't an easy story, you know? 1361 01:09:09,333 --> 01:09:13,208 Like, my mom, she was 19 years old, three kids. 1362 01:09:13,291 --> 01:09:14,750 We had it rough the whole way. 1363 01:09:14,834 --> 01:09:16,375 Every year I was in a different school, 1364 01:09:16,458 --> 01:09:17,375 sometimes, two schools in a year 1365 01:09:17,458 --> 01:09:19,875 'cause we kept movin', and I realized 1366 01:09:19,959 --> 01:09:21,542 we kept movin' because we couldn't pay the rent. 1367 01:09:21,625 --> 01:09:24,417 So, we had to move to another place. 1368 01:09:24,500 --> 01:09:26,166 I never had the chance to make friends 1369 01:09:26,250 --> 01:09:27,917 so I didn't, I didn't bother. 1370 01:09:28,000 --> 01:09:29,750 I didn't bother, like, why should I make friends 1371 01:09:29,834 --> 01:09:31,917 with someone when I know I'm gonna be moving? 1372 01:09:32,000 --> 01:09:33,500 It's just, like, okay, I'm gonna be packing 1373 01:09:33,583 --> 01:09:35,375 I'm gonna be moving, and packing and moving and pack... 1374 01:09:35,458 --> 01:09:38,250 So, why make friends, and I never had that 1375 01:09:38,333 --> 01:09:40,542 till later on, and I went on my own, I... 1376 01:09:40,625 --> 01:09:41,583 You know, when I discovered punk 1377 01:09:41,667 --> 01:09:43,834 and hardcore, started listening to stuff 1378 01:09:43,917 --> 01:09:45,750 and goin' to shows. 1379 01:09:45,834 --> 01:09:47,792 That's it, then I knew I need to be with these people. 1380 01:09:47,875 --> 01:09:50,291 These are, these are, like, genuine friends for life. 1381 01:09:50,375 --> 01:09:52,542 And they have been genuine friends for life. 1382 01:09:52,625 --> 01:09:53,875 I knew it. 1383 01:09:55,250 --> 01:09:56,458 I just knew it. 1384 01:10:07,375 --> 01:10:10,417 If I had to change anything in my life... 1385 01:10:10,500 --> 01:10:13,208 If I had that chance, I w-would probably have to go 1386 01:10:13,291 --> 01:10:15,583 to bein' that little boy again. 1387 01:10:18,208 --> 01:10:19,291 Part of my life I remember is being in Cuba. 1388 01:10:19,375 --> 01:10:22,834 I remember living in, in a nice two-storey home 1389 01:10:22,917 --> 01:10:25,875 in Havana, by the beach, a white house. 1390 01:10:25,959 --> 01:10:27,417 I remember a sheepdog. 1391 01:10:27,500 --> 01:10:28,542 I remember all these things. 1392 01:10:28,625 --> 01:10:31,083 And I remember being happy. 1393 01:10:31,166 --> 01:10:33,542 There was a time, where e-everybody was anti-Castro 1394 01:10:33,625 --> 01:10:35,583 and just wanted to leave. 1395 01:10:35,667 --> 01:10:37,625 Just didn't wanna live under his regime. 1396 01:10:37,709 --> 01:10:39,625 We left under I think it was something called 1397 01:10:39,709 --> 01:10:43,041 Freedom Flights, it was some kind of a situation set up 1398 01:10:43,125 --> 01:10:44,834 to get all the Cubans out of Cuba 1399 01:10:44,917 --> 01:10:47,709 that they didn't wanna be under t-that regime, I guess. 1400 01:10:48,417 --> 01:10:51,625 When I came to this country 1401 01:10:51,709 --> 01:10:55,208 soon as I kinda remember... 1402 01:10:55,291 --> 01:10:56,458 everything goin' downhill. 1403 01:10:59,625 --> 01:11:03,625 There was violence, alcohol, drugs, you know? 1404 01:11:03,709 --> 01:11:05,834 That's, that's basically it. 1405 01:11:10,792 --> 01:11:14,667 My step-father, he knew my love for my real father whatever... 1406 01:11:14,750 --> 01:11:17,417 And he just wanted to destroy that. 1407 01:11:17,500 --> 01:11:19,667 I remember, my father once gave me a, a rabbit 1408 01:11:19,750 --> 01:11:23,000 for my birthday, the next day, my step-father killed it 1409 01:11:23,083 --> 01:11:27,333 and made us eat it. 1410 01:11:27,417 --> 01:11:28,834 My father gave me some fish, I remember... 1411 01:11:28,917 --> 01:11:32,208 And we had a little fish tank, and he just went and smashed 1412 01:11:32,291 --> 01:11:35,333 the fish tank, and a fish just jumped 1413 01:11:35,417 --> 01:11:37,166 lyin' the ground till it was dead. 1414 01:11:37,250 --> 01:11:39,375 And I guess he wanted to prove his point. 1415 01:11:39,458 --> 01:11:41,709 'Cause it's not physical abuse when somebody takes a rabbit 1416 01:11:41,792 --> 01:11:43,709 and kills it and feeds it to you. 1417 01:11:43,792 --> 01:11:45,041 It was a mental thing. 1418 01:11:47,458 --> 01:11:49,667 Then it started all like that, and eventually became physical. 1419 01:11:49,750 --> 01:11:50,959 He became physical with my mother. 1420 01:11:51,041 --> 01:11:52,458 Then he became physical with us 1421 01:11:52,542 --> 01:11:54,375 and I would sit, I wouldn't understand 1422 01:11:54,458 --> 01:11:55,583 why my mom would allow it. 1423 01:11:58,500 --> 01:12:01,500 There were times when my mother jumped out of a moving car 1424 01:12:01,583 --> 01:12:02,500 just to get away from him. 1425 01:12:02,583 --> 01:12:05,458 She opened the door and j-jumped out. 1426 01:12:10,709 --> 01:12:11,333 There was a time my mother checked herself 1427 01:12:11,417 --> 01:12:14,750 into a mental institution 1428 01:12:14,834 --> 01:12:18,709 for a good month, just to get away from it. 1429 01:12:18,792 --> 01:12:19,333 But somehow, she always went back. 1430 01:12:19,417 --> 01:12:22,834 I couldn't kinda get it. 1431 01:12:22,917 --> 01:12:25,125 I think I took a lot of the abuse 1432 01:12:25,208 --> 01:12:27,583 or the beatings myself because I wanted to protect 1433 01:12:27,667 --> 01:12:30,125 my brothers and sisters. 1434 01:12:30,208 --> 01:12:32,083 My own brother almost killed him a couple of times. 1435 01:12:32,166 --> 01:12:34,750 Me, myself, I had to leave 'cause I was gonna kill him. 1436 01:12:34,834 --> 01:12:36,750 And it was just like, when is this gonna stop 1437 01:12:36,834 --> 01:12:39,041 when somebody actually does 1438 01:12:39,125 --> 01:12:41,500 kill this person and someone's gonna go to jail 1439 01:12:41,583 --> 01:12:43,917 or someone's gonna die. 1440 01:12:44,000 --> 01:12:45,792 Sure as hell, my mother had reached her 1441 01:12:45,875 --> 01:12:47,875 breaking point too, she just pulled out a gun, 1442 01:12:47,959 --> 01:12:49,417 she shot him. 1443 01:12:49,500 --> 01:12:51,458 She shot him a couple of times. 1444 01:12:51,542 --> 01:12:54,166 And then, after she shot him a couple of times 1445 01:12:54,250 --> 01:12:55,834 she went to go visit him in hospital. 1446 01:12:55,917 --> 01:12:59,458 And he just sat there, scared to death. 1447 01:12:59,542 --> 01:13:01,458 Talk about fear, that was, that was 1448 01:13:01,542 --> 01:13:03,709 the last time, uh, they were together. 1449 01:13:08,959 --> 01:13:10,125 And these were all things that I lived with 1450 01:13:10,208 --> 01:13:13,542 and...what I got out of it 1451 01:13:13,625 --> 01:13:16,959 was that you can become that same monster 1452 01:13:17,041 --> 01:13:19,417 or you could choose to be a different person. 1453 01:13:19,500 --> 01:13:21,834 And I chose to be a different person. 1454 01:13:25,709 --> 01:13:29,000 Regardless of, of how dysfunctional 1455 01:13:29,083 --> 01:13:31,333 one's family may be, 1456 01:13:31,417 --> 01:13:34,417 you know, you always strive to... 1457 01:13:34,500 --> 01:13:36,750 try to make it better. 1458 01:13:36,834 --> 01:13:38,917 Make it better for yourself, 1459 01:13:39,000 --> 01:13:42,000 you know, and obviously, most importantly, 1460 01:13:42,083 --> 01:13:44,333 make it better for the future generation, your kids. 1461 01:13:44,417 --> 01:13:46,667 I think he's the way he is 1462 01:13:46,750 --> 01:13:48,166 because of our life growin' up. 1463 01:13:48,250 --> 01:13:50,208 It was not easy. 1464 01:13:50,291 --> 01:13:53,041 Uh, I think a lot of people who said 1465 01:13:53,125 --> 01:13:55,125 "We weren't gonna make it, and we don't stand a chance." 1466 01:13:55,208 --> 01:13:58,417 Well, here we are. 1467 01:14:08,250 --> 01:14:10,125 It's just hard to believe 1468 01:14:10,208 --> 01:14:14,000 that this is February, huh? 1469 01:14:16,667 --> 01:14:17,583 It's so beautiful. 1470 01:14:22,125 --> 01:14:23,625 Come on, buddy. 1471 01:14:29,041 --> 01:14:30,875 He's human. 1472 01:14:30,959 --> 01:14:33,709 He's just a guy. 1473 01:14:33,792 --> 01:14:35,709 And there's a lot more to him 1474 01:14:35,792 --> 01:14:38,792 than just...AF. 1475 01:14:41,750 --> 01:14:44,583 AF is, it's a huge part 1476 01:14:44,667 --> 01:14:46,792 of his identity, you know? 1477 01:14:46,875 --> 01:14:48,792 It's, it's just ingrained in him. 1478 01:14:48,875 --> 01:14:53,542 And I don't think that he really knows what else to do. 1479 01:14:53,625 --> 01:14:54,583 We have people come up to us 1480 01:14:54,667 --> 01:14:58,000 in random places, anywhere in the world 1481 01:14:58,083 --> 01:15:02,125 and they tell Roger, tears streaming down their face, 1482 01:15:02,208 --> 01:15:03,750 "You know, you really helped me." 1483 01:15:03,834 --> 01:15:07,750 You just feel so grateful and you're just, like, "Wow." 1484 01:15:07,834 --> 01:15:10,125 Wow, you really touched those people 1485 01:15:10,208 --> 01:15:14,250 in their most vulnerable and painful places 1486 01:15:14,333 --> 01:15:17,250 in their life, and you helped them survive. 1487 01:15:17,333 --> 01:15:18,959 And you helped them get through it 1488 01:15:19,041 --> 01:15:22,166 just through your music, just through what you love 1489 01:15:22,250 --> 01:15:27,041 and what you care about, and I love that about him. 1490 01:15:27,125 --> 01:15:29,875 And he does so much for so many people 1491 01:15:29,959 --> 01:15:31,667 that they could never know 1492 01:15:31,750 --> 01:15:34,458 unless the rug is pulled out from underneath him 1493 01:15:34,542 --> 01:15:37,750 and he's gone or he stops. 1494 01:15:37,834 --> 01:15:39,792 Then you're gonna feel, like, it'll be like, "Oh, fuck. 1495 01:15:39,875 --> 01:15:42,750 You know, Roger really meant a lot to all of us." 1496 01:15:44,667 --> 01:15:47,291 I don't know, he's just reached a certain age 1497 01:15:47,375 --> 01:15:50,333 where he can't do this forever. 1498 01:15:53,709 --> 01:15:56,041 If I could change one thing 1499 01:15:56,125 --> 01:15:58,709 about my father... 1500 01:16:02,083 --> 01:16:04,959 It would be to take care of himself 1501 01:16:05,041 --> 01:16:08,667 because he overextends himself for people. 1502 01:16:08,750 --> 01:16:12,750 And...doesn't do enough for himself. 1503 01:16:15,709 --> 01:16:15,750 Yeah. 1504 01:16:25,834 --> 01:16:27,291 Here we are. Grab your stuff. 1505 01:16:27,375 --> 01:16:30,250 Well, are we ready to go? 1506 01:16:35,208 --> 01:16:37,542 -You're not ready to go? -Yeah. 1507 01:16:45,333 --> 01:16:48,875 I don't even know when, but it's been a few years now, 1508 01:16:48,959 --> 01:16:52,917 um, R-Roger just started 1509 01:16:53,000 --> 01:16:54,291 feeling dizzy. 1510 01:16:54,375 --> 01:16:56,291 And then, one day... 1511 01:16:56,375 --> 01:16:58,417 I think, we were going to get sushi or something, 1512 01:16:58,500 --> 01:17:02,333 we were just driving, and all of a sudden 1513 01:17:02,417 --> 01:17:04,500 he just broke into a sweat. 1514 01:17:04,583 --> 01:17:06,333 And he let go of the steering wheel 1515 01:17:06,417 --> 01:17:08,333 and he started screaming, 1516 01:17:08,417 --> 01:17:10,834 "Babe, babe, babe, help me" 1517 01:17:10,917 --> 01:17:12,709 and he was crying. 1518 01:17:12,792 --> 01:17:16,166 And I freaked out and I grabbed the steering wheel 1519 01:17:16,250 --> 01:17:18,166 and I, I yelled at him. 1520 01:17:18,250 --> 01:17:19,834 "Put your foot on the brake." 1521 01:17:19,917 --> 01:17:23,083 And I directed the car to the side of the road 1522 01:17:23,166 --> 01:17:25,375 and I reached over through the car and parked 1523 01:17:25,458 --> 01:17:30,250 and he was just literally tearing at, reaching for me 1524 01:17:30,333 --> 01:17:32,709 with his eyes closed, just freaking out 1525 01:17:32,792 --> 01:17:35,208 and I didn't know what the hell to do. 1526 01:17:35,291 --> 01:17:38,208 And he just said, "I-I'm spinning, I'm spinning." 1527 01:17:40,208 --> 01:17:44,291 And I immediately just jumped out of the car 1528 01:17:44,375 --> 01:17:45,875 and I was trying to push him over 1529 01:17:45,959 --> 01:17:49,208 to the passenger seat, but he was too big for me, 1530 01:17:49,291 --> 01:17:52,000 I couldn't 'cause there was, like, a console in the middle. 1531 01:17:52,083 --> 01:17:56,166 So I instead end up directing traffic out of the way 1532 01:17:56,250 --> 01:17:59,542 so I can stay and try to figure out what the hell to do 1533 01:17:59,625 --> 01:18:02,959 and I finally just called my doctor 1534 01:18:03,041 --> 01:18:06,750 and she's like, "You need to take him to the ER right now. 1535 01:18:06,834 --> 01:18:08,959 He may have had a heart attack." 1536 01:18:09,041 --> 01:18:11,208 And we just looked at each other and we were, like, 1537 01:18:11,291 --> 01:18:13,208 "What the fuck is happening?" 1538 01:18:33,000 --> 01:18:36,375 The way, um, uh, we do it, is we make that neck 1539 01:18:36,458 --> 01:18:38,375 and then, we dissect under the skin 1540 01:18:38,458 --> 01:18:39,792 to put that device in. 1541 01:18:39,875 --> 01:18:40,667 So, that dissection creates some tension 1542 01:18:40,750 --> 01:18:43,041 that's gonna last for a couple of days 1543 01:18:43,125 --> 01:18:44,125 and then will go away. 1544 01:18:44,208 --> 01:18:45,792 But right now, today, 1545 01:18:45,875 --> 01:18:48,125 you should not be having any pain in me pushing on it. 1546 01:18:48,208 --> 01:18:49,417 -No, I don't. -Okay. 1547 01:18:49,500 --> 01:18:51,250 And then you moving the arm is not... 1548 01:18:51,333 --> 01:18:51,959 No, this is... I'm fine with it. 1549 01:18:52,041 --> 01:18:54,000 Perfect. Now you feel it, right? 1550 01:18:54,083 --> 01:18:55,417 -When you-- -Yeah. 1551 01:18:55,500 --> 01:18:57,208 So it's sitting right there, it's watching your heart 1552 01:18:57,291 --> 01:18:59,166 constantly, we're already receiving reports. 1553 01:18:59,250 --> 01:19:00,834 -You're receiving... -There's nothing. 1554 01:19:00,917 --> 01:19:02,959 There's no arrhythmia so far. So this is good. 1555 01:19:03,041 --> 01:19:05,792 And this is gonna stay there for up to three years. 1556 01:19:05,875 --> 01:19:09,125 And, um, if anything shows up, 1557 01:19:09,208 --> 01:19:09,792 we'll call you right away. 1558 01:19:09,875 --> 01:19:12,000 The heart has four chambers 1559 01:19:12,083 --> 01:19:15,959 and these bottom chambers are called the ventricles. 1560 01:19:16,041 --> 01:19:19,458 The top chambers, this, this one and this one 1561 01:19:19,542 --> 01:19:21,000 are called the atrium. 1562 01:19:21,083 --> 01:19:24,333 In your situation, this and this are very large. 1563 01:19:24,417 --> 01:19:25,709 You know, we grade the enlargement 1564 01:19:25,792 --> 01:19:27,166 between mild, moderate, severe. 1565 01:19:27,250 --> 01:19:29,834 Your situation was severe enlargement of both atrium. 1566 01:19:29,917 --> 01:19:31,250 The reason I wanted to do this because I wanna 1567 01:19:31,333 --> 01:19:32,500 make sure that there is no arrhythmia 1568 01:19:32,583 --> 01:19:35,500 that's causing these large, top chambers to be enlarged 1569 01:19:35,583 --> 01:19:37,375 because I don't have any other answer. 1570 01:19:37,458 --> 01:19:39,166 We looked at it, you know, we studied everything 1571 01:19:39,250 --> 01:19:40,500 I don't have a good reason of 1572 01:19:40,583 --> 01:19:42,959 why these top chambers are enlarged. 1573 01:19:44,667 --> 01:19:49,208 So, the plan we'll see you, um, let's plan on... 1574 01:19:57,291 --> 01:19:59,417 For now we're still... 1575 01:19:59,500 --> 01:20:01,542 we still don't know what's wrong with him. 1576 01:20:01,625 --> 01:20:03,917 He doesn't do drugs, he doesn't do... 1577 01:20:04,000 --> 01:20:06,917 He doesn't drink, you know, like, all... 1578 01:20:07,000 --> 01:20:10,125 None of it makes sense to anyone, to us, 1579 01:20:10,208 --> 01:20:12,417 and those top chambers should be for a man 1580 01:20:12,500 --> 01:20:15,542 who's six foot four, 1581 01:20:15,625 --> 01:20:19,250 Roger's not, he's five foot nine. 1582 01:20:19,333 --> 01:20:22,917 And, um, we, he tries to ignore it 1583 01:20:23,000 --> 01:20:25,417 and he tries to just, um, 1584 01:20:25,500 --> 01:20:27,000 keep focus on something else, 1585 01:20:27,083 --> 01:20:28,959 "I gotta work, I gotta do this." 1586 01:20:30,875 --> 01:20:32,000 We don't know what we're dealing with 1587 01:20:32,083 --> 01:20:36,291 and we don't know why, so we just sort of take it 1588 01:20:36,375 --> 01:20:38,291 day by day and... 1589 01:20:38,375 --> 01:20:41,959 We really don't... There's a whole lot of, we don't know. 1590 01:20:43,583 --> 01:20:45,959 But it's scary. 1591 01:20:46,041 --> 01:20:48,083 I don't know, there's just a whole lot of worrying. 1592 01:20:50,041 --> 01:20:53,041 He forgets to take care of himself 1593 01:20:53,125 --> 01:20:55,750 and by the time something does come up 1594 01:20:55,834 --> 01:21:00,500 I think he feels two things 1595 01:21:00,583 --> 01:21:03,583 frustrated that he doesn't know where to start 1596 01:21:03,667 --> 01:21:07,500 and afraid, you know, because... 1597 01:21:09,000 --> 01:21:12,000 he doesn't wanna die, you know? 1598 01:21:12,083 --> 01:21:16,375 I think that, he carries so much weight 1599 01:21:16,458 --> 01:21:18,959 of a lot of different people in his life. 1600 01:21:19,041 --> 01:21:22,041 Well, what would, what would happen to them, 1601 01:21:22,125 --> 01:21:24,125 you know, if something happened to him? 1602 01:21:28,375 --> 01:21:30,583 Well, I think if he would just, 1603 01:21:30,667 --> 01:21:35,458 you know, not be, be so stress over everything. 1604 01:21:35,542 --> 01:21:37,625 You know, he's doin' a million things. 1605 01:21:37,709 --> 01:21:40,250 He's fixin' a car, he's fixin' the electricity 1606 01:21:40,333 --> 01:21:41,917 h-he's puttin' up a fence, he's... 1607 01:21:42,000 --> 01:21:45,959 The guy is constantly gotta be doing something. 1608 01:21:46,041 --> 01:21:48,333 You know what I mean? He can't rest. 1609 01:21:48,417 --> 01:21:49,333 You know what I mean? 1610 01:21:49,417 --> 01:21:52,917 And I-I think if he would just chill more, 1611 01:21:53,000 --> 01:21:54,458 it'll be better for him. 1612 01:21:55,500 --> 01:21:57,208 Do you worry about him at all? 1613 01:21:57,291 --> 01:21:58,417 I always worry about him... 1614 01:21:58,500 --> 01:21:59,208 you know? 1615 01:22:01,667 --> 01:22:03,458 He's his own worst enemy. 1616 01:22:07,208 --> 01:22:08,583 Um... 1617 01:22:08,667 --> 01:22:10,166 I don't know , man, like... 1618 01:22:10,250 --> 01:22:12,208 You know, I think, I think three weeks 1619 01:22:12,291 --> 01:22:14,583 is, is a, is a lot if you ask me, you know? 1620 01:22:14,667 --> 01:22:18,375 But it's going out more than three weeks, 1621 01:22:18,458 --> 01:22:20,041 twenty-four days max, you know, that's, that's all 1622 01:22:20,125 --> 01:22:23,000 I can do, I wanna be back with my family... 1623 01:22:28,875 --> 01:22:32,333 Roger is a complete control freak 1624 01:22:32,417 --> 01:22:34,709 as long as he has control over the situation... 1625 01:22:34,792 --> 01:22:36,959 I think it's kind of... 1626 01:22:37,041 --> 01:22:38,458 It's all good. 1627 01:22:38,542 --> 01:22:40,333 Then you, I mean, what do they thinking about? 1628 01:22:40,417 --> 01:22:41,750 They don't want us to play here 1629 01:22:41,834 --> 01:22:42,500 or they don't want us to play there 1630 01:22:42,583 --> 01:22:44,375 but they wanna be exclusive... 1631 01:22:44,458 --> 01:22:45,083 This is something that he has 1632 01:22:45,166 --> 01:22:47,542 absolutely no control over. 1633 01:22:49,125 --> 01:22:51,709 And I think that drives him even crazier. 1634 01:22:51,792 --> 01:22:53,625 You know, you get this, you get that 1635 01:22:53,709 --> 01:22:55,125 you get sick, I mean, everybody gets sick... 1636 01:22:58,208 --> 01:23:00,542 I wanna bring J. I gotta bring Mosh. 1637 01:23:00,625 --> 01:23:02,542 Mosh. You know Mosh? 1638 01:23:04,291 --> 01:23:05,208 He's dealing with the heart... 1639 01:23:08,417 --> 01:23:09,709 That's serious shit. 1640 01:23:12,041 --> 01:23:13,083 Now, where are we flyin' to? 1641 01:23:15,291 --> 01:23:16,375 Direct, right? 1642 01:23:30,959 --> 01:23:33,375 Talk to Roger today? 1643 01:23:33,458 --> 01:23:34,792 Nah, I talk to him I go through you, I ca, I ca... 1644 01:23:34,875 --> 01:23:37,583 I text him and I says I'm with you. 1645 01:23:37,667 --> 01:23:39,583 That's how he knows. 1646 01:23:43,500 --> 01:23:45,041 Roger's, his, his heart 1647 01:23:45,125 --> 01:23:46,291 that's a, that's a serious thing. 1648 01:23:47,667 --> 01:23:50,709 Yeah...yeah. 1649 01:23:51,041 --> 01:23:51,792 Uh... 1650 01:24:17,834 --> 01:24:20,125 My name is Roger Miret. 1651 01:24:20,208 --> 01:24:20,917 I'm 50 years old. 1652 01:24:21,000 --> 01:24:22,625 Lead singer for Agnostic Front 1653 01:24:22,709 --> 01:24:26,166 and I'm... 1654 01:24:27,750 --> 01:24:29,250 Fuck. 1655 01:24:33,583 --> 01:24:36,709 I'm just a, a normal human being. 1656 01:24:36,792 --> 01:24:38,667 I'm just like you. 1657 01:24:38,750 --> 01:24:42,250 And sometimes your voice when you need to say something 1658 01:24:42,333 --> 01:24:43,583 and you can't. 1659 01:24:44,792 --> 01:24:47,542 This is my mom. 1660 01:24:47,625 --> 01:24:49,041 -Say hello. -Hello. 1661 01:24:49,125 --> 01:24:52,208 Sometimes just so humanitarian 1662 01:24:52,291 --> 01:24:53,542 that's really all I want from life. 1663 01:24:53,625 --> 01:24:55,166 I don't, I don't want 1664 01:24:55,250 --> 01:24:57,583 any other type of success. 1665 01:25:00,333 --> 01:25:01,834 All I ever wanted since I was a kid 1666 01:25:01,917 --> 01:25:04,542 was just, just to be heard. 1667 01:25:04,625 --> 01:25:07,667 Screaming for a change, I'm screaming to be heard. 1668 01:25:28,458 --> 01:25:32,041 I think I've said a lot of the stuff I wanted to say, but... 1669 01:25:32,125 --> 01:25:33,750 It takes about a minute to operate... 1670 01:25:34,458 --> 01:25:36,500 If I'm cut short right now 1671 01:25:36,583 --> 01:25:39,709 I don't feel like I've said everything I had to say. 1672 01:25:39,792 --> 01:25:42,333 I feel like the feature is still isn't written, you know? 1673 01:25:46,667 --> 01:25:47,166 -What's up, Freddy? -See that? 1674 01:25:56,291 --> 01:25:57,208 There you go. 1675 01:25:59,875 --> 01:26:02,500 Oh, what's up, brother? 1676 01:26:02,583 --> 01:26:04,500 -How are you? -How's everything? 1677 01:26:04,583 --> 01:26:07,542 -What's going on there? -What's going on? 1678 01:26:07,625 --> 01:26:09,375 I just gotta register. 1679 01:26:15,667 --> 01:26:17,333 -What's up, guys? -Hi. 1680 01:26:17,417 --> 01:26:21,458 I could stop doin' what I'm doin' if I wanted to. 1681 01:26:21,542 --> 01:26:25,667 But...I don't want to. 1682 01:26:28,375 --> 01:26:30,917 This song is called United And Strong. 1683 01:26:31,000 --> 01:26:33,792 In other words, it's unite. 1684 01:26:33,875 --> 01:26:35,250 If we all unite, 1685 01:26:35,333 --> 01:26:37,959 we'd be stronger. 1686 01:26:38,041 --> 01:26:39,542 With no sense of fight among each other. 1687 01:26:39,625 --> 01:26:43,542 Love the whole fucking world out there that hates us, man. 1688 01:26:43,625 --> 01:26:46,417 So, that's all, stick together, we unite. 1689 01:26:46,500 --> 01:26:48,750 We fight them. 1690 01:26:48,834 --> 01:26:50,417 That's what it's all about, man. 1691 01:26:50,500 --> 01:26:51,875 That's what hardcore's all about 1692 01:26:51,959 --> 01:26:53,625 that what I got into music for. 1693 01:26:53,709 --> 01:26:55,792 I'm tired of all this fuckin' people 1694 01:26:55,875 --> 01:26:57,583 putting us down, man. 1695 01:26:57,667 --> 01:27:00,125 Stick together, we can do it the right way. 1696 01:27:00,208 --> 01:27:01,542 Alright? this song's called... 1697 01:27:05,709 --> 01:27:06,959 Hardcore is definitely something 1698 01:27:07,041 --> 01:27:09,542 that's been very misunderstood. 1699 01:27:09,625 --> 01:27:12,291 It was really, it was really a call for justice 1700 01:27:12,375 --> 01:27:13,709 you know what I mean, it was really 1701 01:27:13,792 --> 01:27:15,417 questioning authority, questioning society 1702 01:27:15,500 --> 01:27:18,875 questioning religion, just a call for justice, 1703 01:27:18,959 --> 01:27:20,709 that's what it's always been to me. 1704 01:27:20,792 --> 01:27:22,583 You could say it's turned into a lifestyle 1705 01:27:22,667 --> 01:27:23,625 but that is a misjudgment too 1706 01:27:23,709 --> 01:27:26,834 'cause Adidas is a lifestyle, you know? 1707 01:27:26,917 --> 01:27:31,291 I've always said that to me 1708 01:27:31,375 --> 01:27:33,375 it's just a good judgement of who you are. 1709 01:27:33,458 --> 01:27:34,625 If you can stand in front of that mirror 1710 01:27:34,709 --> 01:27:35,709 and look at yourself 1711 01:27:35,792 --> 01:27:36,917 and feel honest and genuine 1712 01:27:37,000 --> 01:27:38,417 with yourself, 1713 01:27:38,500 --> 01:27:40,000 then, to me, 1714 01:27:40,083 --> 01:27:43,083 that's being what I like to grasp as hardcore 1715 01:27:43,166 --> 01:27:46,667 like, genuine and real passion, you know? 1716 01:27:46,750 --> 01:27:49,375 When I got more involved within the hardcore communities 1717 01:27:49,458 --> 01:27:50,709 obviously, in the early stages 1718 01:27:50,792 --> 01:27:54,750 and, um, I found people that I-I felt we were just like me, 1719 01:27:54,834 --> 01:27:57,625 misfits, outcasts, rebels, you know? 1720 01:27:57,709 --> 01:28:00,792 Everything that screamed me 1721 01:28:00,875 --> 01:28:04,125 and I, it was so great to finally find people 1722 01:28:04,208 --> 01:28:07,500 that I felt, I could be a part of 1723 01:28:07,583 --> 01:28:09,625 and, and, and it was just good 1724 01:28:09,709 --> 01:28:12,000 It felt like I found home, you know? 1725 01:28:14,375 --> 01:28:16,417 Okay. 1726 01:28:16,500 --> 01:28:18,625 Franny! Alright, this is for Franny. 1727 01:28:18,709 --> 01:28:19,875 -Franny! -Franny! 1728 01:28:19,959 --> 01:28:20,875 Say hello to the camera, Franny. 1729 01:28:20,959 --> 01:28:23,625 Hello, Franny. 1730 01:28:23,709 --> 01:28:26,875 Yo, this is Franny. Take a picture of me and Franny. 1731 01:28:26,959 --> 01:28:28,959 -Yay. -Yay. 1732 01:28:29,417 --> 01:28:30,792 Franny style. 1733 01:28:30,875 --> 01:28:31,917 You ready? 1734 01:28:41,083 --> 01:28:44,583 You can strap on the headphones and feel like somebody knew 1735 01:28:44,667 --> 01:28:46,709 where you were comin' from, you know? 1736 01:28:46,792 --> 01:28:48,542 You didn't have to worry about it, you know? 1737 01:28:48,625 --> 01:28:50,333 The first three Agnostic Front albums, 1738 01:28:50,417 --> 01:28:52,834 I'd sit on my mom's back porch, you know, 1739 01:28:52,917 --> 01:28:54,083 tryin' to figure life out and shit, you know? 1740 01:28:54,166 --> 01:28:56,875 And it was this reality, it felt, 1741 01:28:56,959 --> 01:28:58,041 you know, like, these motherfuckers knew 1742 01:28:58,125 --> 01:29:01,291 what was going on, and I didn't feel so alone, you know? 1743 01:29:01,375 --> 01:29:03,583 And I was, like, goddamn 12 or 13, 1744 01:29:03,667 --> 01:29:04,625 you know what I mean? 1745 01:29:04,709 --> 01:29:06,625 That's, that's truth. 1746 01:29:06,709 --> 01:29:08,458 It's all about honesty and truth, you know? 1747 01:29:08,542 --> 01:29:10,583 Be real. Do what you do. 1748 01:29:10,667 --> 01:29:12,834 And be who you are. 1749 01:29:12,917 --> 01:29:15,667 You can't really lose on that end, can you? 1750 01:29:15,750 --> 01:29:16,750 Like, at all. 1751 01:29:27,625 --> 01:29:29,834 Victim In Pain. 1752 01:29:29,917 --> 01:29:31,166 Public Assistance. 1753 01:29:34,917 --> 01:29:37,458 Police Violence. 1754 01:29:37,542 --> 01:29:40,417 Tonight's the first night with my implant... 1755 01:29:40,500 --> 01:29:43,208 and I'm sure when I hit the stage I'm just gonna 1756 01:29:43,291 --> 01:29:45,625 become who I, who I normally become 1757 01:29:45,709 --> 01:29:47,709 but I need to, like, coast, I need to coast 1758 01:29:47,792 --> 01:29:49,792 into a comfort level. 1759 01:29:49,875 --> 01:29:50,709 I've been nervous ever since I found out 1760 01:29:50,792 --> 01:29:53,542 I had that bullshit little heart attack... 1761 01:29:53,625 --> 01:29:55,875 I've been worr... I'm nervous. 1762 01:29:55,959 --> 01:29:58,667 -Whenever you're ready. -I'm gonna go up, uh... 1763 01:29:58,750 --> 01:30:00,792 That's like a new thing I have now 1764 01:30:00,875 --> 01:30:02,709 it's fucking with my head. 1765 01:30:04,709 --> 01:30:05,667 It's a little scary. 1766 01:30:17,750 --> 01:30:19,125 Maybe I am playing Russian roulette, 1767 01:30:19,208 --> 01:30:22,667 maybe I'm not, but... 1768 01:30:22,750 --> 01:30:23,333 you know, I've always said, you know, 1769 01:30:23,417 --> 01:30:25,500 do whatever you wanna do, 1770 01:30:25,583 --> 01:30:26,959 and believe whatever you believe to do 1771 01:30:27,041 --> 01:30:28,458 till its full intent, you know? 1772 01:30:28,542 --> 01:30:29,125 Whatever that is. 1773 01:30:35,250 --> 01:30:37,000 I've always said I want to do what I love to do 1774 01:30:37,083 --> 01:30:38,667 till, till the day I die. 1775 01:30:38,750 --> 01:30:40,125 Whatever that day is, 1776 01:30:40,208 --> 01:30:42,750 if it's right there and then, that's what it is. 1777 01:30:48,667 --> 01:30:50,333 Everybody out there is ready? 1778 01:30:50,417 --> 01:30:53,750 Welcome to the hardcore show! 1779 01:30:57,375 --> 01:31:00,667 Are we gonna play, Berlin? 1780 01:31:02,625 --> 01:31:04,709 Do you wanna hear another song? 1781 01:31:05,458 --> 01:31:08,166 ♪ From the east coast ♪ 1782 01:31:08,250 --> 01:31:09,250 ♪ To the west coast ♪ 1783 01:31:09,333 --> 01:31:12,542 ♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪ 1784 01:31:12,625 --> 01:31:13,959 Two, three, four... 1785 01:31:14,041 --> 01:31:17,583 ♪ Two sounds of a revolution ♪ 1786 01:31:17,667 --> 01:31:21,041 ♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪ 1787 01:31:21,125 --> 01:31:24,667 ♪ In our hearts and in our souls ♪ 1788 01:31:24,750 --> 01:31:27,875 ♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪ 1789 01:31:27,959 --> 01:31:31,208 ♪ United we stand divided we fall ♪ 1790 01:31:31,291 --> 01:31:34,208 ♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪ 1791 01:31:34,291 --> 01:31:35,667 Hands up, everybody! 1792 01:31:35,750 --> 01:31:37,417 Oye! Oye! 1793 01:31:37,500 --> 01:31:38,959 Oye! Oye! Oye! 1794 01:31:39,041 --> 01:31:41,625 Oye! Oye! 1795 01:31:41,709 --> 01:31:44,709 ♪ Can't keep touch with you or me ♪ 1796 01:31:44,792 --> 01:31:47,125 ♪ You gotta gotta gotta go ♪ 1797 01:31:47,208 --> 01:31:49,750 ♪ Need sense of security ♪ 1798 01:31:49,834 --> 01:31:52,083 ♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪ 1799 01:31:52,166 --> 01:31:54,500 ♪ Want to live my life for me ♪ 1800 01:31:54,583 --> 01:31:56,709 ♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪ 1801 01:31:56,792 --> 01:31:58,291 ♪ Why can't they just let me be ♪ 1802 01:31:58,375 --> 01:32:01,625 ♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪ 1803 01:32:01,709 --> 01:32:03,125 ♪ Say I'm crazy ♪ 1804 01:32:03,208 --> 01:32:06,583 ♪ Just brain dead ♪ 1805 01:32:06,667 --> 01:32:08,750 ♪ Planting thoughts ♪ 1806 01:32:08,834 --> 01:32:11,458 ♪ Within my head ♪ 1807 01:32:11,542 --> 01:32:13,917 ♪ Can't ♪ ♪ Believe ♪ 1808 01:32:14,000 --> 01:32:15,000 ♪ What I've said ♪ 1809 01:32:15,083 --> 01:32:16,291 I can't hear you! 1810 01:32:16,375 --> 01:32:18,834 ♪ What has become of me ♪ 1811 01:32:21,291 --> 01:32:22,208 ♪ What... ♪ 1812 01:32:22,291 --> 01:32:25,083 ♪ Has become of me ♪ 1813 01:32:25,166 --> 01:32:27,583 You guys are fucking great. 1814 01:32:27,667 --> 01:32:28,709 Hands up to the stage. 1815 01:32:30,000 --> 01:32:32,792 Oye! Oye! 1816 01:32:32,875 --> 01:32:35,417 Oye! Oye! Oye! 1817 01:32:35,500 --> 01:32:37,208 Oye! Oye! Oye! 1818 01:32:37,291 --> 01:32:40,583 Oye! Oye! Oye! 1819 01:32:40,667 --> 01:32:43,917 ♪ Don't believe what you've been told ♪ 1820 01:32:44,000 --> 01:32:46,125 ♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪ 1821 01:32:46,208 --> 01:32:48,750 ♪ Never seen no streets paved in gold ♪ 1822 01:32:48,834 --> 01:32:51,041 ♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪ 1823 01:32:51,125 --> 01:32:53,625 ♪ Mindless violence ruined me ♪ 1824 01:32:53,709 --> 01:32:55,792 ♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪ 1825 01:32:55,875 --> 01:32:58,166 ♪ No such thing as something friend ♪ 1826 01:32:58,250 --> 01:32:59,667 ♪ Gotta gotta gotta go ♪ 1827 01:32:59,750 --> 01:33:00,875 ♪ Let's go ♪ 1828 01:33:00,959 --> 01:33:03,125 ♪ Say I'm crazy ♪ 1829 01:33:26,750 --> 01:33:31,250 ♪ The changes that were hardly noticed ♪ 1830 01:33:31,333 --> 01:33:33,750 ♪ Until time itself became a chain ♪ 1831 01:33:36,417 --> 01:33:41,041 ♪ Once hot blood began to cool ♪ 1832 01:33:41,125 --> 01:33:45,875 ♪ My ever slowing heart beat in vain ♪ 1833 01:33:45,959 --> 01:33:49,583 ♪ The blood the honor the truth ♪ 1834 01:33:49,667 --> 01:33:51,083 ♪ From the nightmare ♪ 1835 01:33:51,166 --> 01:33:54,625 ♪ The blood the honor the truth ♪ 1836 01:33:54,709 --> 01:33:57,458 ♪ Can be part of our lives again ♪ 1837 01:34:06,208 --> 01:34:10,834 ♪ From the nightmare I woke up in another dream ♪ 1838 01:34:10,917 --> 01:34:14,208 ♪ The spirits of a broken sky ♪ 1839 01:34:16,041 --> 01:34:19,041 ♪ Try to distill a cure for the plague ♪ 1840 01:34:20,709 --> 01:34:24,041 ♪ That's put to rest everything ♪ 1841 01:34:24,125 --> 01:34:25,875 ♪ I once felt inside ♪ 1842 01:34:25,959 --> 01:34:29,375 ♪ The blood the honor the truth ♪ 1843 01:34:29,458 --> 01:34:30,875 ♪ Thought it would never end ♪ 1844 01:34:30,959 --> 01:34:33,792 ♪ The blood the honor the truth ♪ 1845 01:34:33,875 --> 01:34:36,792 ♪ Can be part of our lives again ♪ 1846 01:34:41,000 --> 01:34:43,875 ♪ From this nightmare I wake in a dream ♪ 1847 01:34:43,959 --> 01:34:47,417 ♪ And stare at the unbroken sky ♪ 1848 01:34:47,500 --> 01:34:49,792 ♪ Try to distill a cure for the plague... ♪♪ 1849 01:34:51,750 --> 01:34:53,250 We're enjoying our retirement. 1850 01:34:53,333 --> 01:34:54,792 We're living our time out 1851 01:34:54,875 --> 01:34:56,750 while we're young and youthful, 1852 01:34:56,834 --> 01:34:58,333 and enjoyin' it. 1853 01:34:58,417 --> 01:35:01,458 And then, when we get old, fuck it, we'll go work. 1854 01:35:01,542 --> 01:35:02,542 We'll figure it out like we've always done. 1855 01:35:02,625 --> 01:35:04,959 We've always figured it out 1856 01:35:05,041 --> 01:35:07,041 Uh, how do you grow out of a culture? You know I mean? 1857 01:35:07,125 --> 01:35:09,834 it's not like you're growing out of a shirt or shoes. 1858 01:35:09,917 --> 01:35:12,208 You know, I mean,, you-your foot gets bigger, 1859 01:35:12,291 --> 01:35:15,750 but either you do it because you love it or you don't it. 1860 01:35:15,834 --> 01:35:18,041 You're a band, you know that means? 1861 01:35:18,125 --> 01:35:19,000 Once you're in you can't get out.